What is it like to have someone that loves you and how much effort

>>39407652
ayo where's murakuma

It's scary because you spend your whole life feeling like it's just you and you need to work for every little thing you get
So when somebody gives without taking it makes me paranoid, I guess
I like it but I need to be eased into it gently

Of course, I usually end up wasting my affection on selfish people because they are eager to receive it

>>39407652
>What is it like to have someone that loves you

It doesn't miraculously fix everything in your life, but it makes everything in your life more tolerable. I can have a totally shit day, but just knowing that I get to hold her in a few more hours makes it a lot easier to get through it.


> how much effort did you have to put in for them to fall for you?

Almost none.

>>39408835
This.

I typically only pursue women who are basically incapable of loving me back unconsciously. Whenever I'm in a situation in which a woman openly cares for me, I'm prone to disconnecting emotionally and feeling uncomfortable. I don't feel particularly deserving of love or affection from anyone and I always question their motives without fail, especially after learning how manipulative women can be.

>>39408887
Yeah you get it
Only in my case I'm the one who feels manipulative
Like I'm doing something morally wrong if a person actually likes me and would so selfless things for me

I understand why people get with abusive partners, anyways, they're simple