>ywn experience teenage love >ywn be her first >ywn

I first game to this board at the age of 15 when the girl you just described broke my heart, it's never as good as it seems

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>>39406903
you are probably right, but i think it is better to have known than to have not know
then again i'm curious about a lot of things

>>39406863
Adult love is a lot better when you get it right desu

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>it's another "stupidly specific r9k girlfriend fantasy" episode

>had my first crush in kindergarden. her name was Erika. i had to move away.
>2nd crush/first GF was in 3rd grade. her name was samantha. we had our desk together the whole 3rd grade. we both moved away from each other.
>3rd crush was in 4th grade. i remember her face - not her name. i moved away.
>4th crush/2nd ALMOST GF was when i was in 10th grade. chubby so random xd ditzy schoolgirl who was into anime/cosplaying. was with her for 6months and 3weeks. she was and still is a lesbian but i did not know what a lesbian was so i told her i was also into girls. got her number and everything. it was anime-school style for 4months. i was always the happy-go-lucky clown but got word that my mom found me a school to transfer that was closer to her work. everyone in the school took notice but did not say anything because how the funny clown was running low on energy.
>mom let me spend that last friday of feb [ 22.2.2007 ] at my school. school was having a party and being how it always was. good times and all. i told noone about what was happening but my best friend since 04 and her.
>finial hour of school left
>everyone conga-line dancing and music playing
>all the happy faces and cheering
>she waved to invite me to join
>i sat at a table with my arms crossed and head down
>the noise from everything faded
>i looked around and just saw everything going slow with no sound
>i cried 4hours when i got home and emailed her a long ass love letter
>her birthday was on the 24th that weekend
>day-ending at the beach anime style
>everyone is there
>i walk far away and sit and write her name in the sand them rub it out
>depressed/bipolar/suicidail/etc until 09
>grad hs in 2010
>got on ssi
>became a couch potato collecting her pictures and looking at everyone's fb
>she is not the person she used to be from back than because an illness got to her
that illness is tumblr.