>tfw 20 years old
>tfw brain is still young
>scared to talk to strangers, everyday shopkeepers and bus conductors
>let other people take care of social situations
>think of something but say something else
>don't go outside because scared of social interaction
I am so mad
it gets worse anon it is all downhill from here
>there are 14 year olds who have no problem speaking to authority at all
>>39401916
I was like you, now I am 29 hide when door knocks and feel like shit for 2 hrs after because of the Adrenalin spike .
>almost 22 and even the thought of eye contact still makes me feel anxious
>>39401916
> 5'3"
>go outside thinking it doesn't bother me, it's just a meme
>everyone is taller than you
>teenagers and preteens are taller than you
>see short girls are already with some tall Chad bf
>go home and look for online shops to buy an exit bag
>>39401916
I have cringe attacks at least 4 times a day. They can be caused by really anything I've *ever* done.
>>39401944
This amazes me
There are people, a majority of them can talk to anyone, no matter how threatening a person looks, and how powerful he is. I can respond to Pizza delivery boy fine, I can ask them how much, then pay them without sperging out, but if some buff guy or authority person is talking to me, I can barely form comprehendible sentences in audible volume
It's like normies are either too dumb to realize the person is stronger than them, or maybe they're actually a lot braver than me. I just get scared from the thought of the stronger person hurting me
>>39402019
It's so depressing
I'm 5'4 and it's horrible to see school kids taller than you. It's even more depressing to think that their current height isn't their final height and they'll grow
>tfw 5'4 at 22 years of age
>14 yr old cousin is taller than you, something like 5'5
>tfw he's still growing
>tfw I am not