why does it feel like the longer my life goes on the deeper I'm

The best time of life is until the end of puberties' second growth spurt, after that you only watch yourself being eroded both physically and mentally through the force of time for the entirety of your life, so it seems very rational to harbor bad feelings against this fact

>>39384184
i'm only 23 though. and others seem to be flourishing with each passing year.

>>39384247
Mate I'm 27 and everyone I ever knew seems to be in a much better position than I am. And right now I only really have one dude I still talk to regularly who'd I consider my only friend, but he is probably going to kill himself in 1-2 months, too.
Could be worse, I guess.

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im 28 or 29, not sure. but its mixed for me as far as my peers from the past are concerned.

some of them turned about to be retarded sex workers, some of them are extremely successful, some of them are struggling with kids, drug addicts, a lot of them just became blue collar guys.

i think what we need is a kick, a reward, an incentive, something to make us want to succeed in life.
i just don't know what that is anymore, maybe someone else knows.

abandon the want to achieve something and your problem is fixed

if you truly wanted to """""be somewhere in live""""", you wouldnt be a robot