if i kill myself my mom will probably kill herself too because she's really unstable. this is a bad feel
Then don't do it...
Problem solved
>>39356307
just say you're going to move far away and cut contact. then kys somewhere secluded and hopefully where no one will find your body for a long time
>>39356307
Do you really have anything keeping you from killing yourself other than that? How old are you and your mom?
>>39356307
Do you REALLY think she'd kill herself? Older women rarely ever commit suicide
Same problem for me too OP.
>>39356307
that's the only reason i've not taken the easy way out
the others don't deserve to feel my pain, no one does, but me.