>resist homosexuality my whole life >see pic related >ready

You originally do not belong here.

>>39346789
I was lying I've crossdressed and put stuff up my butt

>>39346813
that's only gay if you fantasized about chad putting it in there tho

>>39346852
Is it gay if I imagined being pounded by bbc and came buckets?

>>39346879
feminine bbc?

>>39346893
more like I become a little sissy slut and tyrone has his way with me because he's a real man and I am not

>>39346756
>this will never be you
I really need to buy more girl clothes and go full in on sissy-stuff

>>39346974
I could never measure up to a futa with a huge package though

Those big round meaty balls look so succulent

>>39346942
Yeah man that's pretty gay. Do you feel the same way after you've cum buckets? Or does the urge leave?

>>39347013
Same here, I could achieve trap bod pretty easily, I already have big hips and butt, but I just have a normal dick

>>39347025
I feel an intense wave of shame, depression and more suicidal.

>>39346756
I uses to fap perfectly at first then I only got off to taboo topics i eventually i got bored from that too. Right now I cant create sexual rapport with any girl, if it happens i get an head discomfirt or get a bad perverted feeling. Can anybody help?

>>39346756
Its a 2d man with fake tits you goddamn sodomite

>>39346756
>>resist homosexuality my whole life
>>see pic related
>>ready to submit to my new wife
Dumb sissy white boi.

>>39347053
It's more fun when you accept the fact that you are a sissy slut :)

>>39347053
But does the urge go away after blowing your load? Focus on it next time. If it doesn't, you're gay. If it does then you're just following a degenerate path of fetishes that most people here do and are bi at most. If it goes away then just take some time away from porn and see what that does for you.

>>39347221
but I still am attracted to women I just can't get them so my mind became masochistic to cope

sometimes I blow up in fits of anger and want to kill people

>>39347278
I'm very much attracted to women over men. I make an exception for traps. I guess that makes me bi, but whatever.

>>39347307
I fantasize about taking dick though as well as raping women