For 5 years I live completely alone.Since I was kid I never had

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For 5 years I live completely alone.Since I was kid I never had friends.I sat home and watched movies and tv shows for hours on end.I read books,good literature.I have become secluded and alone with my own thoughts.I think I am depressed.I have found myself in the place of the observer of the society, I have noticed things that most normal people are oblivious to it.We humans are becoming more and more smart.I think that this will turn against us.These 5 years I finally understood myself and others better.I understood that the reason I immerse myself in other worlds by tv and books is because life itself is lacking.The cruelty,injustice of the world striked me since when I was young and I didn't fully realize that at the time.In movies and books people have real friends,unconditional love exists and there is a meaning.Real life doesn't have that.We are just deluding ourselves so we do not face the inevitable.Our world is just in our heads.We think we have friends but in real life they betray us .Unconditional love is a joke,no woman will love you unconditionally since it is all money and genetics.I think that this is the real reason of depression.It is proven that depressed people are smarter and more logical.Depression is not a disorder.It is the symptom of a person who is closer to the objective reality.Our emotions are not designed for this.Depression is just the logic working against a persons emotions.Emotions are a delusion.And this delusion is necessary for our survival.Our human mind basically balanced emotions with logic and that balance in a depressed person is off.A psychologist will just give you meds,but doesn't solve the situation.Because the real problem is not in your mind,but out there in the real world.Treatment to depression is basically drugging the real you,the part of you who sees how vain and cold everything is.Like Alexandre dumas wrote in three Musketeers'You'll find, young man, the future looks rosier through the bottom of a