I'm genuinely not sure how much longer I can go on being

>>39334583
>desperately crave social interaction
>whenever i do have it i just feel alienated and too different from everyone else and want to leave as quick as possible

>want a gf
>have never been attracted to a female on a romantic level

>dream of supporting myself and having a stable income
>it'll take years of studying and work just to get there, and all i'll be doing then is wageslaving and still having no friends, no gf, no life

I exist in a numb state of escapism and only living life because responsibilities force me to.

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>>39334583
>everywhere I look people are just naturally superior and have functioning lives

Find someone with a shittier life than you. Go look through their Facebook history as far back as you can.
You'll feel better.

>>39334746
that's pretty hard. I'm a 24 year old neet virgin who's never had a job

>want to stop being a NEET and get into college
>realize ive been gone from school so long im way too retarded to suddenly take up a required calculus class
>too socially autistic to ever fit in, doomed to have an awkward relationship with my roommate and be a lonely fag otherwise
>its been so long since i had responsibilities that the sudden jump from nothing to studying and working harder than ever before will crush me instantly

parents will eventually force me one day, hopefully it'll be good in the long run

I'm a schizoid (clinically diagnosed)

CBT does nothing

Lifting does nothing

Realistically I gave up a long time ago, I've never worked, and I'm 30.

Being a schizoid, I have no purpose in life, so money is meaningless to me outside of shelter, food and internet.

I'm obsessed with lifting/nutrition, but I can't turn that into a job because I can't socialise because no social skills because I can't develop them because I have zero empathy and don't want to be around people anyway.

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>>39334863
>socially retarded, assburgers syndrome, haven't had friends since elementary school, can easily go 5-10 hours a day without talking to anyone
>every job i want to apply for puts emphasis on them wanting social and extroverted people
>colleges all require group projects, roommates, taking part in the college culture

>>39334583
hey I'm bottom of the barrel too but I've actually made peace with it....someones gotta come last and I'm genuinely okay with that.

I just feel directionless, as I imagine a lot of young men in our society feel these days. We're not meant to live in the conditions of this modern world.

I've found cutting out vices and spending less time online boosts my mood but still everything just seems pointless. I know everyone loves to hate on boomers but our generation really did get the short end of the stick when it comes to things.

Just make the most of every day I suppose.

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>>39334583
>Most likely have mild 'tism but never been diagnosed
>Can't make any friends/get a gf at uni
>Stay in dorm all day and never go out on weekends
>Do incredibly well in school
>Loved by all my professors, who think I'm just a smart successful guy with his life together
>Fucking homework and studying are the only things I'm good at, rest of my life is in complete shambles
Who else /PassAsANormieButIsReallyARobotWithCripplingDepression/ here?

>>39334583
do it stop seeking for attention and wasting our time

>>39334863
Do you get autismbux or something? What do you do to survive?

>>39334925
>5-10 hours a day without talking to anyone
GTFO normie shit

>>39335099
Why do burgers have such intimate relationships with their "professors"?

Here you just turn up to your lecture and practical tutorials and then go home, there's none of this getting buddy-budy with them, is a professor the person who gives you content or is the one teaching you in small groups?

U.S. higher education seems so strange and coddling.

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>>39334863
>>39334925
I can relate. Having multiple mental illnesses is life on Dante Must Die mode.

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>>39335099
My nightmare is when college ends, I get a job, and then that's just kind of it. I wake up, go to work, come home, do some escapist bullshit (this board, vidya, jerking off), sleep, repeat. Never make friends, never get a gf, too autistic to make meaningful relationships. If all I'm living for is just to make money that allows me to stay alive and do more of this, what's the point

a-at least your picture made me laugh a little anon

>>39335112
Not yet.

But I only started seeing psychologists this year. I was diagnosed earlier in the year, been doing CBT for ~6 months or so.

The psychologist who diagnosed me suggested I apply for disability, and the psychologist who is doing my CBT also suggested I apply for disability.

I'm applying next week, but who knows if I'll actually get it.

I've never worked, highschool drop out, dont leave the house (unless I goto the gym) and that's it. Been this way, a shut-in, for pretty much leaving highschool 13+ years ago.

>>39334925
Shit, get into otr truck driving. I'm forced to be a quadriplegic savant retard for 11 to 14 hrs a day and don't talk to anybody for days at a time and then it's just to a clerk to get my shit loaded or unloaded. I'm pretty much homeless, my only Bill is for the phone and cigarettes and food. And don't tell me it's going to go autonomous since robots are more snowflake gentle retards than almost any human and I'm going to fuck with them if I see one.

>>39335142
At least if you get a job you'll be better off than a lot of your peers who won't.

9-5 life is pretty brutal though, especially if you're in an industry where 8-6 is the norm.

I don't really know what to say other than enjoy your youth when you still have it and ensure if there's something you want to go out and get it.

>>39335126
It's pointless forced social interaction. I just want to go to college, learn the skills for the field I want to get into and leave. Instead we're forced to do all these other "required classes" that seemingly only exist to raise the price of attending and every fucking classes is loaded with social interaction. Gotta network, gotta do work with groups, gotta meet each other after class, gotta be teacher's pet to get good grades, it's fucking terrible.

There are literally professors who will be extremely vague about what they actually want you to do for a project unless you come in on your own time and cuddle up to them to get a normal explanation. Because I guess class time isn't meant for that and we deserve to fail for not sucking their dicks.

>>39335224
That sounds like hell for a robot.

Here in Australia you just go to a 2 hr lecture (Don't even have to, you can watch it online on a site like Twitch but with no chat), then a 2 hr tutorial and maybe a 1 hr workshop for each class. I've gone entire semesters without speaking to a single person or even knowing my tutor's name and there's no problem with that.

I feel sorry for all the burger robots, you'll make it don't worry

>>39335328
Tbh I like interacting with my professors because they're the only people who are actually happy to see me

>>39335328
That;s because Australian universities are a meme.

>>39335366
Fair few of ours are top 50 though, ours at the most only cost $10k a year too and are free of SJW shit for the most part

I do feel like it's all quite uneventful, in the U.S. going to higher education is much more a life passage. Here a ton of people work part-time and whatnot, Uni feels just like high school 2.0 and is much less of a milestone so it kind of sucks in that regard

>>39334583
You think they're better than you because they have a slightly better wageslave position, or because they can play that stupid social game better? They just got dealt a better hand, plain and simple. I know how you feel, but don't believe for a second they're "superior."

>>39335823
I know full well that the game is rigged but it doesn't make it any less painful.
Hearing about how people's lives are filled with things to look forward to and supportive relationships just rubs salt in the wound.