>Tfw always dead and empty inside
>Hire an escort, she's beautiful, have awful sex with her (couldn't get my dick up)
>She pretends to enjoy
>Makes small talk after and smiles at me
>I ask her if could see her again, she says yes, she saved my address
>Call her the next day, phone rings twice then goes to voicemail. Leave a text, no reply
>Call her again the next day from my friend's phone, goes straight to VM without any rings.
I don't know what it all means but I can't stop crying because I'm so alone. I can't help but think she was so disgusted by me that she blocked me and doesn't want to see me again even though I'm.paying her.
>>39322200
Forgot to mention I kind of fell in love with her
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHA
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>>39322200
>couldn't get my dick up
How old are you anon
>>39322261
>>39322200
you jackass.
>>39322279
I'm 19
>>39322279
I can't help it. It's making me terirbly sad.
>>39322200
Wow. That post number tho
Find another escort, anon. Don't hang onto this girl
you can easily find another that's just as good.
some call girls fuck once and only once. this might be the case, and she told you she'd be available again so you would pay and she'd get out safely.
don't assume things. you don't know for sure ok? maybe her phone broke.
one time I was in a rage because my dealer wouldn't answer his phone for a day or two and he hit me up saying he broke it and he'd give me a discount for the inconvenience.
i was so upset because i thought he was ignoring me to be an asshole.
>>39322200
Yeah well you'll get to college and that's where you'll be tested.
I know 2 robot friends who got better in college.
>>39322200
What a fucking loser XD
>>39322355
If I were you, I'd just straight up kill myself right now. If you're 19 and can't get your dick up when there's a naked girl next to you then your life really isn't worth living.
>>39322200
>>39322261
If you're dead inside, how the fuck did you "fall in love." Stop lying to yourself. Just scoop some escort pussy and call it a day.
>>39322200
Escorts change their phone number extremly often.
Also had the errection problem when i first started, so i would just pass the time talking to them, its only a strees thing and it will go away after you get used to the setting you are in.
>>39322381
Thanks for your reply. You're the only one not kicking me when I'm already down. I really like this girl, and only want to see her again. When I called her last night, her phone rang twice then went to voicemail, which means she saw it was me and then declined the call. That's what's bugging me, I'm so undesirable not even a prostitute wants me.
>>39322521
Prostitutes literally exist for undesirable people who can't get laid. Besides you're paying her money without even fucking her. You're literally giving her free money. She would have to be the dumbest prostitute ever to literally decline free money.
>>39322381
Oh, and btw I forgot to mention, I had paid her before we did anything. She smiled at me and talked friendly after we were done and said she'd see me again.