What do /r9k/
>addicted to pills, alcohol and illegal shit
>quit for some days
>relapse
>they tell me to NA and open up but I am too autistic to talk
>sitting right now in NA shaking
>thinking about using
If you utilized them before I don't think you should AS much of an issue with reorganizing them now. It varies from person to person.
>>39309196
No I am a literal addict, I use literally all day the whole day.
Been to rehab and relapsed.
>>39309133
Quitting pills is easy as fuck what the fuck is wrong with you? Quitting alcohol is harder but doable.
>>39309273
Analgesics and benzos are addictive as fuck, estimulants like ritaline are addictive too but I made the stupid decision of replacing ritaline with coke.
>>39309220
Quitting is hard as fuck. I almost fucked it up and Ive been clean 11 months.
Get on a maintenance drug for now. Unfortunately, you usually have to hit rock bottom before stopping for some thats getting arrested, others losing everything its different for everyone. You gotta like grow out of it. Not a good answer but thats usually what happens.
>>39309362
I got sick of feeling like I was going to die after a 2-3 day pill bender. The shallow breathing, the inability to talk properly, the inability to think properly, the horrible sleep that came afterwards. After doing this regularly for 3-4 years I was ready to stop. Gave it up cold turkey.
>>39309454
>3-4 years
Same here, thats about how long it took me and a ton of other people as well. Some people dont stop though. It starts to wear you out.
>>39309133
Tell them that you are in acute need of hospitalization, because you have no self control when it comes to substances. No shame dude, I'm drinking excessively as I'm writing this.