i literally can't feel happiness anymore and idk what to

try and work for a while and save up enough money to relocate to somewhere with more opportunity and better conditions

>>39307967
that's what im doing it just fucking sucks i need pot to feel happy and it costs fucking more money then any hobby ive ever seen its literally 10 bucks just for a tiny crumb of pot the size of my finger its fucking retarded


with pot im happier than anyone ive ever met just sitting around no matter what im doing but without pot its game over like done i cant even move or smile i just have suicidal thoughts for 12 hours straight and lay in bed for 8 hours and can't sleep

why wont the world let me have my fucking medicine i can go to the doctor and say im sad and get anti depressants and all these pills and shit but as soon as i want a plant ohhh nooo its gonna cost 800 dollars a month and cops will search and harrass and arrest you before throwing you in a cage if you have it

>>39307891
The weed probably gave you a dopamine imbalance. It gives you all that you need so you don't make any more. Go off it for a couple weeks, you'll probably feel better. It that doesn't work, Prozac. Always Prozac.

>>39308124
I know what you mean senpai, used pot in similar situations myself to feel anything but shit but smoking pot all day every day because you think you need it is a great way of getting nowhere in life

if I were you I'd get some routine for every day, stuff like waking up and sleeping at regular times, making a schedule if you find yourself procrastinating. find some hobbies that get you out of the house, either social or individual things, preferably a sport or excercise. even if it's cold out you need to get some sunlight. make sure your diet isn't total shit and you drink enough water, and try and cut down the smoking to only in the evenings.

that's just to give you a fighting chance. If nothing improves it's probably a good idea to see a good therapist or councillor and consider anti-depressants

good luck anon<3

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I think my dopamine receptors are fucked or something. I literally feel no joy in anything anymore. Even playing games just feels like a chore.

>>39307891
>>/lsd/

also, is there some reason you can't move?

>>39308736
I live in a town of like 2000 people and jobs are all like 40 mile commutes for part time minimum wage and they like stand over you with a whip freaking out like it's a sweat shop because the stores make such little money here