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When was it that you guys started owning your autism and lack of social skills thereof?
>be half confident robot
>tell myself that someone will like me and my quirks
>continues to break eye contact with every human being
>stutters and can't communicate properly when repeating lines in my heads while talking to others
>realize I'm too far gone to change
>take it with a grain of salt and half gallon of vodka
>rinse wash repeat every month or so. Build confidence, tear it back down myself
>decide I'm going to never quite fit in with friends or family, and always doubt it
>halfway gone with bottle of vodka. Feel strangely okay with being a loser reject of society
I'm not going to bother anymore. I like my stupid problems. But I'll never be okay with them because no one else will be.
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>>39307807
I wouldn't mind being your friend now that I know of your problems. Being a true friend means that you have to work around people's problems and still find what makes them a good person.
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>>39307807
I've dealt with some issues but others just don't go away. I might be too far gone, too broken to fix any more. Thus, it's probably best to justbe myself, it doesn't matter anyway...
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>>39307896
Thanks, anon. I always thought I'd be good at figuring people out, and be good friends. But I don't usually seem to hold onto them.
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when you learn to say no to life then you can get on with life.
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>>39308053
Exactly how I feel. I'm always told (always read) that when you're yourself, others show up and you'll be with like minded people. I mean, I tried I think, but it seems like no one really sticks around.
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My ego won't allow me to "be myself" because myself is really fucking lame.
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>>39308143
Hardest pill to swallow... Realizing no one likes anyone unless they all follow the same protocols
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