>first ever romantic dream
>literally everything I've ever wanted unfolds in that dream, having a blast with heaven-tier gf
>dream ends with her getting with some other guy I don't like
I can't even win in my own fantasies.
>>39302611
I wonder if that's better or worse than everything going perfectly in your dream, feeling love and happiness for the first time since childhood and then waking up.
>>39302666
I like to think the dream's closing was my cranium's way of getting me up. Turns out I'd slept in until one.
Still has me feeling.
>>39302747
>Still has me feeling.
I'm kind of dead inside, but these dreams are definitely the closest to making me feel. In my dreams my mind works a lot more like a normalfag's. I can have hopes and dreams. I expect people to treat me like a human, I feel like I deserve things and I can actually connect with people. It'd be painful how I'm reminded of what could be if I didn't have such muted emotions.
>>39302806
>my mind works a lot like a normalfag
We're all human, anon.
>>39302829
Might be, but some of us are just a tad bit broken.