Who's that one girl you've always loved, anon?

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Why u wanna fuck her?

>>39293849
i've never really loved anyone i had a ldr that used to live here and we talked for awhile that i liked a lot and when i was fat and awkward in school some popular girl would sit with me every day at lunch and we would text all the time over aol but she started dating a chad and i just kinda started hanging out with losers until i got into drugs

i guessthat ldr would be my "oneitis"

>>39293849
My heart is too cold to carry old flames

>>39293858
Nah, got my own oneitis to fantasize about. Just like to know I'm not the only one.

There was a girl I met online. I was living in a small town and she was going to college in a big city hundreds of miles away. We talked for months and I went to go visit. We spent five whole days together.
We had a falling out afterwards and I never saw or spoke to her again. That was years ago. I still think about her sometimes.

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>>39293849
It's been a while since I was truly interested in a girl. I thought it couldn't happen anymore.

But there was this girl I sat next to during a college calculus class. She was this frumpy Korean girl with huge grandma glasses, sort of like pic related but way less dolled up. In fact, she didn't even wear any makeup as far as I could tell. She was hardly considered attractive, she was very average. But something about her was so interesting to me, the fact that she remained quiet most of the time but often had a gentle smile on her face. The way she dressed, she wore very modest clothing. She would bring in small snacks like carrots or celery and nibble on them like a rabbit. The way she acted so introverted but possessed a calm and easygoing demeanor, like she's perfectly happy with who she was. I must have only spoken a few sentences to her. In fact, she was the one who tried to speak to me. But I was too afraid to get to know her, I haven't seen a girl like her before or since. Now she's gone, and I can't find her. I honestly would travel to the ends of the earth to get a chance to speak to her again.

>>39293849

What I thought was love was actually just infatuation and lots of pathetic daydreaming about girls who didn't feel the same way.

There's nothing in there now. Hell, I don't think there's ever been anything 'there'.

>>39293849
isnt it just safer to be fully independent from everything and anyone (financially and emotionally) instead of just trying to hold on to a person, or worse, the idea you have of a person, in a way that is not fulfilling to yourself and just makes you feel progresivelly worse over time?

No, ive never had anyone to have "always loved" I find that notion unhealthy, had a crush on, sure, but I wont give them more thought if in the end it doesnt go anywhere.

But! I feel curious about the subject, how sdoes it feel to be interested in someone for an extended period of time?

>>39293929

I don't feel comfortable sharing here, I don't want her to get SONIC BOOM.

>>39294118
Is this being in love or having a powerful infatuation on someone? I always feel like the concepts get confused and mixxed a lot, but I know your feel bro.

btw, that woman in the pic related is cute af

>>39294287
>Is this being in love or having a powerful infatuation on someone?

I suspect it was infatuation, but it was a feeling so strong I haven't felt anything like it towards any girl before.

>>39293849
Used to love a girl called Milly. We'd always spend time together in and out of school.
She was quite religious which I thought was cute. She was also a good artist, she
drew pictures of characters in games we played together. My family loved her and
her family loved me. Once we moved into higher education at 16, she went to a
different school and moved closer to it. I haven't talked to her or seen her since then.
I'm 19 now but I can't stop thinking about what could have been.

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Theres this one girl who I've been in the friendzone with for about a few years now who I did everything in my control to try to make her love me but she's a 10 and I'm a 3 so it's never going to work. Now we're super tight and she's got some douchy alocholic boyfriend who doesn't like me because I still chill with her. I still jerk off to the nudes she sent me to this date man she's something
Pic of her booty

My wife. Well, I did love her. I don't anymore. She was the only person I've ever actually loved. But she left. Seems like they all do. And so I, too, moved on.

>>39294410
Jesus lord almighty in heaven you need to share those nudes. Even if they're face covered

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>>39294316
>teen love seperated because of different schools

story of my fuckin life

The girl I liked confessed to me in 8th grade. Couldn't believe it, felt like a bomb went off in my chest. But later I found out parents were switching me to a different school because they couldn't settle their fucking retarded differences and had a divorce. Not only did my family get splintered but I also my only chance at teen love was taken away from me. I'm still a khv at 21 because I spent all of highschool a miserable wreck.

I met a girl in the US who is from Austria. I live in EU. Its just hopeless, both of us have to give up our hole lives to get together and then it may not even work out.

My soulmate we met when we were 13 and she is perfect in my eyes and me in hers and we are meant to be together forever physically spiritually mentally and take on the world together and change things just waiting for the right mood time place and circumstance to see her love u Ava see u soon

>>39294526
Jesus faggot, ever heard of a comma?

She's probably sleeping rn.

Met a girl at my previous job, it'll have been about a year now. Really cute, bubbly and sweet, I fell head over heels for her and I've thought about her every day since we met. But the timing wasn't right, and it probably never will be.

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There was a girl who started school in yr 9 after being homeschooled. Originally i thought she was fairly attractive but a bit weird so i decided to give her space not only because it's your first week of school, i think it's unfair to immediately be hit on by dudes.

A few months pass and we start casually talking again since we caught the same bus to and from home. I developed a very big crush on her due to her acting being really smart and i'm 99.9% sure she liked me as well. I had previously been rejected in yr 7 in a bad way where i asked out another y7 girl and she had the day before gotten a yr 11 boyfriend. I hated her for it and ruined a possible friendship due to sperging. I had also been treated like a bit of a creep by the other girls at the school since i had a stutter so having a girl not be scared by me was salvation.

I was going to ask her out about 5 times since i acted to poorly after being rejected in yr 7 that i didn't want to even feel the pain and possibly hurt her so i chickened out every time we were alone. Eventually i gave up on myself, not so much her but myself. I deserved to be miserable. Eventually whenever i saw her she reminded me about how much i hate myself and i started to just become a bitter towards her. She stopped actively talking to me.

She even eventually got a boyfriend and all i felt was a sigh of relief that she was dating someone i thought was a good person. I guess i've only recently got over her and glad i didn't ruined her highschool experience but i'm still fucking angry that i didn't get to experience highschool romance. I have nobody to blame but myself.

>>39293849
Haven't seen her, I don't know her.

>>39293849
Crush back from 1st year of college.
She was the weird, sensitive quirky type. Only had 1 BF before me, and that was in HS.

I mean, we dated in the sense that we both went places together, but didnt reach the point of boyfriend/girlfriend. never even got a hug from her. it was honestly hard to tell if she even liked me. I didnt get enough time to really know her since i switched unis after the first year, and im too afraid to contact her now since its been so long.(5 yrs?)

i check her social media daily to see if she has a boyfriend or is dating, so that i can finally forget about her, but she never fucking talks about it. its like im trapped.

>>39294452
Why didn't you just met up with her after school then anon? I shouldn't be a problem if you just switched schools but still lived near eachother

>>39293849
>be in love with a 8/10 qt
>she's into gay fanfiction and anime
>be a fucking disgusting slob
>start hitting the gym for her
>lose 100 lbs
>ask her out
>she's being railed by vlad on a daily basis
>harshly get rejected and laughed at
>never recover

>>39294218
>how sdoes it feel to be interested in someone for an extended period of time

it sucks

>>39296061
This was back when there wasn't any social media and I didn't have her number. Also I mistakenly believed that having a girlfriend from a different school was simply too difficult to manage.

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Ali
>Met her 9th grade. Loved her all through hs
>Actually started talking to her after graduation
>Get really far
>Meet her at her uni
>Make out with her
>Start quasi relationship
>Goes on for a while
>Get nudes
>I'm in love.jpg
>Relationship starts to detrariate
>at work
>she tells me we should be friends
>tells me we are too alike and we wouldn't be compatible
>cry in car
>tell her I don't want to live anymore
>she calls the cops
>cops show up at work
>haul me away in handcuffs to psych hospital
>spend 17 hours in there with criminally insane
>on phone in there tell her I love her
>one week later I see her at her uni
>says it won't work
>drive home spilling spaghetti to her
>she blocks me on all social media and number
>spend 2 weeks severely depressed and bed ridden
I wish this was the end but it's only the beginning

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>>39296097
i once had a crush a girl because she looked cute
she was a dumb roastie and this was 5 years ago, i didn't do anything
after this i don't even have one i like

>>39294410
Thats one joocy booty. I also familiarize with that story anon... until i realized how much I blew her up in my head and stopped putting her on a pedestal

>>39296129
Bad news. You loved a male muslim. Ali is a paki mans name. lol

>>39296129
How did your relationship manage to slip away?

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>>39296129
Ali pt 2
>story went down from August to October
>spend all of Christmas miserable
>unemployed as last job I got hauled away from would take me back but too depressed to go to work
>think about her all day and night
>find out come January parents getting divorced
>think I'm gonna have to leave to move to different state
>write note
>"im sorry for all I've done and I forgive you for all you've done, I will need the strength for what is to come and I can't waste any dreading on the past"
>leave it under her cars windshield wiper
>spend all of this year (2016) in chaotic parents divorce fights
>come november 2016
>working shit job
>Snapchat pops up
>her username has added you back!
>Oh fuck.jpg
>she messages me
>"I got your note"
>that was 7 months ago
>"im sorry what went down, I hope we can be friends"
>I've thought about her everyday this whole year so I just want to talk to her
>begin talking to her about everything
>come December
>tell her about my anger towards my parents
>she spurs me
>"im not gonna talk to you like this"
>she dosent block me but dosent talk to me for 2 weeks because of my feelings towards my parents
>start talking to her again
>she spurs me everytime I compliment her
>finally get fed up and tell her what I think about how I hate she does that shit to me, but thank her for giving me closure
>block her

But this isn't the end. Some shit went down last week

>>39293849
Her name is Ana and she's a monumentally stupid cunt now, I don't know whats wrong with me. She's dating a literal Antifa member with a hipster moustache and face tattoos, and she currently does porn.

>>39296166
Iktf. Every other girl just seems bland and uninteresting. I don't wanna be alone but I just don't feel attraction to anyone anymore.

>>39296285
>and she currently does porn

nice

link pls

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>>39296318
This.

I wish I could feel attracted to a girl again.

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>>39296256
Ali pt 3
>blocked her January 2017
>become homeless come February 2017 due to divorce
>move to Florida
>memories of her go from torture to a time of when I was most happy
>work shit job there living at aunt's
>move back to home state in July
>feeling depressed
>decide to add her back
>she adds me back
>she sends pic
>some dudes face
>hearthurts.jpg
>straight out of the gate
>find out later it's her bf
>message her 2 days after adding her back
>was casual like old home week
>couple days pass
>bring her food from my work
>couple days later
>know her interests
>ask if she will come to the aquarium with me
>"Parker wouldn't like that"
>oh sorry
>"we need to talk"
>fuckhereitcomes.jpg
>her message
"We will never be together, there is no chance. There will be no: going to lunch together, talking everyday, trips to the aquarium. We barely know each other if were being frank. I'll never give you another chance, there's nothing you can do to change my mind."
>at work
>felt like she literally ripped my heart out
>chest hurts rest of shift
>she removes me but can still talk to her once I get over her
>ask if she can add me back multiple times
>"if you Ask again I'll block you"
My message back
"I hope you feel the same way about someone and they treat you the same way you treated me. I hope you get it ten fold. And since you're gonna block me after this I'll see you in hell.
>blocked her
>this was a week ago
>still depressed but not as bad as I got last word but still have fucked up love for her

>>39293849

My girlfriend in high school. We went to college together and broke up after a semester. My fault.

She was super sweet, a great girl. I was more interested at the time in doing drugs and drinking, going out partying. She didn't drink, do drugs, or party.

We went to UT Knoxville, which is one of the more alcoholic party schools in the nation.

I just kind of stopped paying attention. She'd call me and I'd ignore it, ignore texts. I'd be late by hours coming over.

Just generally was a piece of shit. She gave me dozens of chances and told me how she was feeling, but I just didn't listen.

TL;DR: I chose partying over the love of my life. She's still nice to me and will occasionally call to see how I'm doing, but getting married soon.

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>>39296367
that's a fucking roastie you cockmongling fag
get your fucking shit together
just leave that dumb slut to her Parker Wanker and focus on yourself

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>>39296399
>I was more interested at the time in doing drugs and drinking, going out partying
So you're a fucking chad then?

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>>39296499
I'm trying
2 years of shit life and she was the best part
It's kinda hard

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>>39296565
>she was the best part
NO SHE FUCKING WASN'T YOU BETA FAG
SHE IS JUST SOME DUMB ROASTIE PLAYING ON YOUR FUCKING EMOTIONS AND SLOWLY REPLACING YOUR BRAIN WITH HER SHIT
IF I HAD THAT SITUATION I'D GO UP TO HER FUCKING HOUSE, SHIT AT THE ENTRANCE, KICK HER CHAD IN THE BALLS AND THROW A DEAD CAT INTO HER ROOM

>>39296319
All I know of is suicide girls "aeonn". Google it

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>>39296673
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT MONSTROSITY
HOW THE FUCK ISN'T THIS ORIGINAL

>>39296704
Yeah, she wasn't always so fat and covered in bad tattoos.

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>>39293849
I've recently realized I've never "always loved" a woman. I can't remember the face, voice, personality, or even the last name of the first woman I had a crush on. I'm slowly forgetting the second one as well. I've never truly loved anyone, and that's probably why I'll never get to.

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There was this e-girl on Xbox Live that would play with me because I'm decent, a schoolteacher. I'd invite her because I basically had a crush on her.

I don't remember much about her besides liking her voice a lot and her not being very good at the game. She got drunk so fast, zero to wasted in ten minutes. I shouldn't have sold my Xbox.

>>39293849
I've had small crushes but any and all hope for female interaction has slowly (or rather, quickly) since mid-high school.

Some people are just meant to be alone, except for maybe family, but I'm sure that passes too once they realise you can contribute to their "society"

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>Her name was Silvia
>She was a nursing major
>I was business
>We dated for about half a year
>Head over heels for her
>The way she carried herself
>Her beautiful hair
>Her big brown eyes
>That sheepish smile whenever I would say something sweet
>The look on her face when I got her a massive amount of yellow roses for Christmas
>Yellow was her favorite color
>I picked up a second job and she started her nursing program
>We rarely saw each other
>Out of the blue one day she breaks it off
>Shatters my heart
>Tried to stay friends but couldn't hack it
>Cut her off
>Bought a motorcycle to get over her
>Dated a few slags in between
>She adds me back on everything after two years
>Start talking again
>I still have major feelings for her
>She started dating a Marine
>Four months later he cheated on her
>She's turned into a total alcoholic club girl
>Every once in a while she was message me drunk out of her mind
>"Do you ever miss me?"
>"I want to see you."
>"Come to the bar with me some time ;)"
>Blocked her for our own good
>Realize she wasn't the girl I fell for anymore
>Go on rides from time to time late at night and miss her
>tfw

>>39296888
here

She had a thing for one of my online acquaintances. I was an asshole to that guy and I regret it to this day, I should've eased off him. He was just trying to catch a buzz and game. He said she'd have sex with me if I showed up to an event iirc, it wouldn't surprise me if she was bluffing, winking or straight up lying.

Bet those two ended up smashing, you could cut their sexual tension with a knife. IIRC.

>>39294118
i met somebody very similar in high school
i wish i could be with her, only girl i knew that i could have philosophical talks with

R

she made me unhappy and threw me under the bus because of her friends

but the love was real and pure when it lasted

>>39293849
Unironically never had a crush that lasted more than a week at best. Quite a few people I wouldn't mind fugging though.

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>>39293849
>stacy (wasnt unreasonable tho b/c I played sports and would be chad if I wasnt accidentally placed in special ed in elementary thru middle school and stunted my social development)
>not a ho, dads a cop, raised well, popular because nice, not for being pretty/a slut
>super smart and hard working, dedicated, played volleyball (I was academic and sporty as well)
>1st girl i ever liked, had one year of classes with her but didnt know what to do because I barely understood how I felt about her
>next 2 years of hs never got classes with her and overprotective parents meant I could never ever see her, got (decent) practice gfs holding out for a miracle scenario and to go to prom with
>In uni now
>still love her
>never fapped to anyone or anything but her
JUST

My high school oneitis:
>black/really dark brown hair
>light green eyes
>thin
>glasses
>intelligent
>funny
>talented musician
>caring
>let me orbit her for a semester
>I couldn't take her falling for normies and ejected from her orbit
>she apologized for not loving me back
>has apologized about every two years since, including through intermediaries
>I don't respond because there's no point; she'll never love me

I've thought about her every day for 11 years and still fap to her yearbook and Facebook photos.

The only woman who deserved my love was my mother, the rest can fuck off, sadly she died 4 years ago but I'll always love her

>>39294423
that's...that's sad, Anon.
I'm sorry about that.

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asian girl from highschool
she knew but was never a cunt towards me
she dated 2 of my best friends
still think about her non-stop
go to the same uni as her and every day hope to bump into her, but I never do
always looking for an excuse to message her, but never have one

>>39294218
>how sdoes it feel to be interested in someone for an extended period of time?
It's like any other kind of obsession, I suppose. You spend a lot of time thinking about this person. Thoughts and fantasies about them pop into your head without your control. It's very emotional.

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>>39299335

the closest I can get to love, is thinking about girls from HS who exchanged words with me when I masturbate

>>39296367
Stop adding her back, Anon. You're just torturing yourself. No contact with her from now on, period.

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>>39294118
Stories like this make me wonder whether I could be someone's oneitis without even knowing it.

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>>39299698

if you're a woman and not alright disgusting, yes, someone you know likes you

>>39299866
This makes me sad. To experience oneitis is to suffer.

>>39294190
iktfb. At this point I think I'm incapable of feeling real love for someone.

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>>39293849
girl from high school, started playing League of Legends because of her
My family hated her, so we had to part ways
If only I had the courage to talk to her earlier, this would have never happened

>>39294526
T. Abdul Pajeet Sudakar

this weab girl I really liked her we where really good friend then I tooled and aboult bad thing I do she know only kinda likes my she also planning a trany sugery I still hope I can be with it

>>39296965
I know this feel. It's a surreal one that really gets the noggin joggin. Just thinking about how the one you love doesn't exist anymore and how they changed. Good job not giving in to her drunk advances.

Can we have already fucked and just not be talking right now

So we were both typical Asian students at this secondary school our parents chose a good school and we study for it. I met this girl at an extra class for the exam, we got knowing each other really quick, it was a math class and I was slightly better at it so she usually ask me stuffs in the class or texting, mostly about the exam, our future and stuffs. The exam was getting closer and was like before a week, I told her that If we both make it to the dedicated school, I would start flirting with her officially (as beta as it sounds, it worked) then the exam came, I did it pretty good, I got a 9/10 on math, she got an 8 but fuck, my Literature was 6 and my total point wasn't enough for the school but hers was, needless to say, we hadn't speak ever since

Ffw a year ago, I was on another extra class (just to remind you this is Asia) then I met her there, she's thinner than I remember, I thought it would be an awkward class but no, she talked to me like nothing happened, ask me about the old school we used to study at, about my my new shitty school and that exam, I tried my best to talk to her in the most natural way but I really couldn't, our talking was full of awkward silences but desu, I was really happy to see her again. There were a few happy weeks until she decided to drop the class

Ffw a few weeks ago, I met her on a bus on a rainy day, we waited under an umbrella at a bus stop all romantic and shit, she offered me an earbud on the bus and had a long awkward convo all the way home. Every night since that day I recreate that convo in my head, imagine how our relationship would have been and usually ended up crying and want to die

>>39294118
Is pic related where you go? Looks like my school

>>39293849

theres only one girl i experienced "love" with. and ive dated/slept with a lot of girls before/after her.

she wasn't even perfect to me. she just made me happy. i felt whole with her. she's the only person i felt fully comfortable around and like myself. like i didnt have to try, i could simply bee muhself. we shared a lot of uncommon interests together too. i felt like i finally met someone that was like me - not that i want to date someone exactly like who i am... it's hard to explain. everything just fit together.

i miss those feelings way more than i miss the person

>>39293849
i dont have one

i had girls i loved

but there isnt one particular girl


it will all fade eventually

>>39296714
FUCKING LMAO

anyone else here know of "suicide girls", this little burlesque-ish show they've been doing for a few years now? I used to sell them weed and weed accessories so they're nice to me.

the head photographer, milloux, still sends me nudes because whenever we'd hang out I was the only dude not trying to come onto all these roasties

still not over my oneitis from high school who I will not be discussing

>tfw always loved you Anna

I just wish you were different and things would have worked out better between us.

Sawako. She's a music teacher. I'll love her forever and ever

I've always loved girls who are unattainable and who treat me like shit for some reason. Whenever I happen to meet a nice girl who expresses an interest in me, I immediately stop giving a shit about her romantically and sexually. Instead, it's always smug bitches and ice queens who I can't help but fall head over heels for.

>>39303736
Sounds like you're a beta bitch boi with low testosterone. How you act is how women act

>>39303626
How would she need to be different?

>>39294287
i'd say infatuation. you really have to know someone for a while to fall in love. i don't really think love at first sight is possible. that guy might've saved himself from a much more painful unrequited love/friendzone situation, if he'd gotten to know her.

>>39303901
More trustworthy, less of a nutcase, the usual.

>>39303890
That sounds about right. Maybe I should talk to my doctor about it.

>>39293849
There was a girl i met online. she was from chicago. I'm from florida. We spent 4 years together and i even met her and spent a week at her house, we broke up during her first year of college going into her second, right after a nice vacation together in another country. Theres so many things and memories that it's difficult to forget about her.

>>39304071
That's pretty vague. How is she a nutcase?

>>39304190
She has mental problems which make it hard to get along with her and hard to trust her. It's vague for a reason.

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>>39293849
My first and only real love spanned my last two years of high school. It was the first time I felt this way for a girl. Although I didn't admit it at first, I knew there was something. Her first name was Lea (Lay-ah). She was a sweet, clever, yet shy girl who was into literature and Miyazaki animes. Well, she was shy but if she was pissed she'd make it known. She had those blue eyes that would stare at you half closed, a beautiful pale skin, and long, light brown hair that she sometimes styled with bangs or side curves. She was rather skinny and had a large waist. She dressed in a very conservative manner with long dresses most of the time. Only wore blue jeans once.

I can't really say how or why but I loved her. Talking with her, I could just feel care and passion. Perhaps not for me, but it was there. She was unique, exceptional. She had a flame burning inside her. When you were talking with her, you could feel her involved, feel her sweetness. She had a world in her eyes. I wish I could have died in agonizing pain in front of her gaze. She was intelligent and opinionated, yet somehow moderate. You'd have to experience that to believe it. I felt love, simply love.

Picture is one I ripped off her social media. You can't see anything anyway. I know she'd probably feel disgust if I of all people posted her face here. I asked her out three times, and made it known to her that I liked her. I changed a lot for her, and it was the beginning of the end for me. I had built all this movie in my head. Shortly after she rejected me, I began to be filled with apathy, anger and frustration. You can thank her for me spending my days and nights on /R9K/. But I still love her. Think about her every night.

>>39304322
Stop being so annoyingly obtuse. Tell me specifically in detail what it is you are fussing about.

>>39298840
>>still love her
>>never fapped to anyone or anything but her
i am this feel. it's been years jesus deliver me from this hell

>>39304378
>never fapped to anyone or anything but her
I rarely fap to my oneitis. She is too worthy in my eyes to be degraded by those vile actions.

>>39304371
Why exactly do you care? It doesn't matter, what's done is done.

>>39304483
It matters extremely. Answer.

>>39304679
You probably just think I'm talking about you because you have the same name but honestly what are the chances of that?

Tell me what country you are from and I will confirm that I'm not talking about you.

>>39304081
talk to your doctor today about being a beta bitch boi

>>39293849
Like most people, that one High School oneitis. Even more frustrating is that looking back, she gave a lot of signs she like me. But of course I was too much of a social retard to notice. I slowly got over her and completely got over her after finding out she was getting married, so it's all good.

>>39304752
You already know where it is I am from you freaking idiot.

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>>39293849
Aw the sweet like blonde white girl,so innocent
Then she went to "art school"
She's a raving,red haired feminist slut
>wish I could turn back time
>to the good old days

>>39304951
No I don't, because I don't know who you are.

You're presuming that I'm somebody you know.

You're probably from the US or something.

>>39303736
literally so emasculated you act like the stacies who only want the boys they have to try for just for the sake of trying

>>39305085
No. The Netherlands. Idiot.

>>39305008
why?
why do they tend to do this?
To rebel?
How are you rebelling by choosing to act like literally everyone else?

>>39305135
Okay, so you're still not the person I was talking about as expected.
Aggressive little bitch though.

>Asian girl who lived down the street
>our dads were best friends since childhood and their family runs a restaurant
>she was always smarter than me and really sweet
>always pushing me to do more and try harder
>dads used to joke that we'd end up together
>she moved away after high school for one of the best universities in the country
>I stayed at home and started packing fish
>tried long-distance but it didn't work out
We're in our late 20s now. She recently moved back and I've been avoiding her family's restaurant (which has amazing food) because I don't want to see her. It took me this long to stop hurting over her and I don't want it to start up again.

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>tfw I will never even get to experience this feel because no girl during middle and high school found me even remotely attractive because my parents controlled every aspect of my life including how I looked and they made me look like a faggot.

Fuck you mom. I don't want to cut my hair.

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Morgan. tall, thin, blonde, gorgeous green eyes. Smarter than me, better person than me. Dreams about stars and physics while not using her emotions to solve problems. Self aware and sympathetic to even the most pathetic person.
i dont think ill never not be in love with her to some degree. She knows how I feel. But she will never return the feelings.

her name was caroline and she was my childhood friend

I asked her out

we then stopped being friends

the message here is to literally never try if you already know the answer deep down. life will never surprise you in a positive way. some people are cursed to walk alone forever.

Girl I met in my first year of college. We seemed to click, she seemed to act interested in me, I started to feel the same way towards her but never said anything. She was kind of quirky, but cute. I decided that I needed to try to act cocky and quasi-bullying towards her because that was what one was supposed to do to girls you liked according to the Internet, plus she had low self-esteem anyway. I could never bring myself to ask her out or anything, though. She acted flirty towards every guy, so I started to assume she was leading me on. Gradually, I started to hate her, while still having a crush on her.

She was just leading me on the entire time, I later found out, always talking to my "friends" about how pathetic I was, and so on. Overall, a shit show. She later apologized to me out of the blue.

>first day high school
>2006
>music class
>qt brunette sitting in back
>no idea who she is, instantly infatuated
>do nothing because i'm a beta that had 0 experience with girls up to this point
>fast forward grade 12
>hand out through mutual friend
>hit off very well
>super nice to me
>text back and forth
>become good friends
>still do nothing because beta fag
>go to prom together
>ask her out afterward
>friendzoned to oblivion

Pretty much the only female friend that i've ever had that was actually nice to me, that cared for me, which is why I will never get a gf, i'll always like her more. Doubt she remembers me but if she does, it will probably be as that beta fag that cut contact with her because she wouldn't go out with me

>>39305582
did you fuck at least after that

>>39305719
No, I never talked to her again. Closest I ever got was feeling her up once. It turns out she was just unable to say "no" to guys. Presumably she became a turbo-slut after I stopped talking to her for the first time. I did always complain to our mutual friends about how she'd become a turboslut. I was probably just as bad as her really

>>39305719
>>39305745
I also never had any other girl show even pretend interest in me outside of this, to the point where even other girls I was friends with who were overweight, not that attractive, etc. laughed at the idea of me ever having a romantic relationship, without me even bringing the topic up. I'm just that ugly, or girls can sense that something is off about me, or both.

>Be me
>Attractive mixed kid with tan, gorgeous cheek bones, a firm jawline, and very athletic.
>Abs
>Delts
>Biceps
>Triceps
>Calves
>All of it
>Girls constantly telling me how nice and cute I am.
5,5
>None of them want to date me.
>Relationships I do have are very fruitful but they get over me in 5months flat without fail.
>Finally meet short girl
>Fall in Love
>Woah more than five months
>She writes a song for me
>Poems for me
>I write a poem.
>I learn to play guitar
>She starts messaging other guys while I'm on a worktrip and I don't find out until much later.
>She still tells me she loves me
>I'm blind. I am a deaf man being insulted while hugged. Can't even hear that the world is laughing at me; I just see their smiling faces and smile back.
>breaks up with me out of the blue as I'm about to write a song for her in a language I learned just for her.
>Instantly ruins every love song I've ever listened to
>Eulogy
>Loving you
>Ain't no mountain high enough
>Can't even think about "just the two of us" without being pissed off.
>I start putting two and two together.
>Check snapscore
>Up by nearly 800 since she broke up with me a day ago.
>Confront her
>"He's overweight but tall is the only thing that matters to me."
>Still trys to message me about garbage so we can stay friends.
>Okay. I go along with it. I feel like I can at least get a friend out of this and go about my own dating life while checking in from time to time about bullshit.
>She just flat out stops messaging me after the first two days.
>Haven't gotten a good relationship since then.
>I'm still young but at my height they have to really know me to feel anything for me.
>I'm attractive garbage, without anyone to talk to at night and I'm going to be shipped out to a sub soon.
"Is it mail day? Sorry, I didn't know. No letters to write or receive, cap'n."

Kill me.

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>>39305156
Brainwashing anon,the need to be accepted by society.
Even in my irrelevant country, the tentacles of the subverting NWO has influence, especially in the public schools
Its saddens me to see that more and more kids become radical commies by the day thanks to the Marxist trash they teach
I rebelled agiants it and ended up alienating my self from her even more than before
The world is so unjust yet I must carry on and extinguish the flame in my belly
Fuck this gay earth,I just want into heaven already

>had shy japanese exchange student in a math class
>talk to her, she's surprised i remembered her name
just going to fast forward 3 years here, fall in love etc.
>cant rationalize racemixing anymore
>decide to break up with her after 3 years
>she had idolized me, always wanted to sit in my lap and fall asleep while I did something, was always worried when I didnt eat or was doing motorcycle maintenance, etc.
>she is shattered
>I remained stoic as the internal debate had been raging inside me for months and reached its conclusion

I feel bad for her in that I was her world and I ripped it away from her, but it was for the best. I can't justify racemixing anymore, though I did love her.
If she was Europid as well it would have been great, but she wasn't, and I'm not Japanese. Oh well.
Nice lass told me today that I remind her of the main character of "Atlantis", the animated film, because I'm, "Cool, smart, funny, and a bit of an oddball, teehee."
Never seen the movie, but I'll assume it's a good thing.

>>39293849
Her name is Mollie. We used to talk all the time, texting from when we woke up until we went to bed. Every single day. I was an idiot and ruined our friendship, I didn't realize until a couple years later I actually loved her.

I can't stop thinking about her. She was my best friend. What the fuck is wrong with me, the last time I even saw her was when I was still in highschool. Last I heard she's getting married and she moved over 400 miles away. It just hurts to want something so bad and you know you will never be able to have it. I don't know how to cope with this.

>>39294190
The ultimate black pill.

>>39301082
Experiencing this right now. Once innocent and pure, now she is getting fucked and posting drug paraphernalia

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I don't know if can be really taken as love, but:
I was in 3rd grade, I used to like a girl in particular since 1st grade, but she was turbo-normie and I was autistic par-exelance. I knew it wasn't my terrain so never approached her in any way.
However in 3rd grade a new girl transfered from a low-tier school from a commune outside the city. She was cute, frinkled and had light brown hair with a sort of redish tone. She got bullied because of her background, mainly because of the commune / school she came from, but also because family was poor with another 4 or so siblings. Since I was bullied and other kids would even piss on me given the ocassion, I approached her and befriended. Soon enough I would spend my breaks only with her, would work on projects with her and so on. I did develop feelings for her, on a 3rd grade level.

We couldn't contact eachother during breaks, so naturally I was excited to finish the summer break and meet her at start of 4th grade. She never came. Was told by a teacher she was re-transferred to the school she came from due to her performances not reaching our level.

That was esentially it. Over. Was heartbroken, but eventually it faded away until nothing but some flashbacks remained. Thanks to the miracle of worldwide web, I've found her on facebook. I didn't add her though, too much time has passed to be even relevant to her anyway.

>>39304411
you ever heard of the Madonna-Whore complex? your situation sounds like the Madonna side. in my case i'm stuck with good-hearted whores. i can't see pure waifus sexually at all, so can't even waifu them.

I still have feelings for her but then I remember just how much of a cunt she was to me and i get angry all over again.

I haven't loved else like that since. I lust after women but i don't love them.

Fuck my heart.

>>39302085
god damnit. this is how I feel about my oneitis as well. I'll never have her, or those feelings again.

what happened to me..

>>39293849
This thread is going to be full of guys confusing lust for love. 90% of posters won't have even had a single conversation with the girl they lust for. Pretty sad

It's a long story OP, but basically it goes like this:


I met her in a club down in old Soho
Where you drink champagne and it tastes just like cherry-cola [LP version - Coca-Cola:]
C O L A cola
She walked up to me and she asked me to dance
I asked her her name and in a dark brown voice she said Lola
L O L A Lola la-la-la-la Lola

Well I'm not the world's most physical guy
But when she squeezed me tight she nearly broke my spine
Oh my Lola la-la-la-la Lola
Well I'm not dumb but I can't understand
Why she walk like a woman but talk like a man
Oh my Lola la-la-la-la Lola la-la-la-la Lola

>>39304411
this right here, i tried to beat my meat to my oneitis and i felt horrible

My imaginary girlfriend. Someone posted it on Reddit and they made fun of me for it.
Excuse the reddit link
https://www.reddit.com/r/4chan/comments/67218f/anon_has_an_imaginary_girlfriend/

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>>39293849
>tfw turned down my crush's advances because I was scared of women
my one chance at teen love.....gone
God, I wish I could go back....

my current crush is the strongest Ive had in years
I asked her if she wanted to hang out and got no response until four days later when I texted her something about work

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We were in a relationship. She was all over me, going on about how she loves me, and this and that, typical shit. Suddenly, she stops answering my texts despite being blatantly active. It doesn't bother me for a day because it's whatever, we all stuff to do but then this goes on and on.

I wasn't having it. I told her to get her shit together, pack her bags, and fuck off because I'm not some boy-toy to pitter-patter alongside with. Don't give me that "i love you babe its not like that" shit. You fucking roastie.

They never change brahs. They don't love you, they'll never understand loyalty, brotherhood, or anything like that.

> Be me.
> Befriend two girls in high school.
> Becomes clear that one of them, Lucy, has the hots for me.
> The only problem is I like the other one, BECCA, much more.
> Actually end up dating Lucy though cause I'm a huge pussy.
> She knows I like BECCA so she's super jealous.
> Eventually Lucy and I break up.
> I still LOVE BECCA 12 years later!
> Lucy and BECCA both married now.
> Me: hardcore I.N.C.E.L.

Thus is the shitlife of a shitposter, my friends.

Its been maybe four years

The goddamn dyke went to the university i wanted to go

She's fucking the girl she loves and that i thought i was no good for. I can just feel it in my heart

Maybe oneday i will get some pussy and booze that will make me outright forget everything, the good and the pathilogical

But i still miss her

And i will always lover her more than i hate her

>>39310399
Your girlfriend is a qt. I hope you two find happiness.

>>39310399
HAH i remember that thread, fuck what reddit thinks they are just abunch of self hating normies. If that makes you feel whole, then whatever man. I loved how ordinary she looked also.