I let her get ahold of my emotions. It was just two months ago

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I let her get ahold of my emotions.
It was just two months ago since I was holding her in my arms and now she can't deal with school, homework, a job, and a boyfriend and she wants to focus on her studies. Im trying to tell myself that I will be ok and that we will get back together once her school work slows down but I dont think its true. She says she still loves me she just cant deal with the pain of me not being there and her not having time to spend with me. We live with a 6 hour timezone difference so its bad enough as is. She got in ap classes so homework is really heavy. I understand her coice but i really feel alone. I feel like nobody loves me. Nobody wants me. She says she still loves me so why can't I stop crying