>Be me.
>Go to college straight after Highshool.
>Realize I can't deal with the subject as well as the pressure. (Depression and ADD)
>Drop out.
>NEET and retailfag for about 2 years.
>Get even more depressed and isolated.
>attempt to an hero. Too much of a faggot to actually end myself.
>realize I'm fucked up. Go to doctor.
>Take Prozac for ~2 months.
>Side effects fuck me up physically.
>Take Sipralex. Less physical side effects.
>Go to therapy.
>Drop going to therapy to give college another try.
>Realize nothing has changed.
>Still be an awkward little shit.
>Still hate my life
>Still see life as a burden.
>Realize no amount of medication and therapy can change who I am.
>Am about to start the whole circle again.
>Hopefully I won't be too much of a faggot this time
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Thanks for the look into my future OP, I just got on the ride