I've hit rock bottom. I need help, robots. I'm a depressive

then stop drinking

That isn't even close to rock bottom, it's not even in the same neighborhood.

>>39279918

sometimes I pretend to be homeless to buy booze

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>>39279918
I agree, you arent even in the same fucking city as rock bottom, start working out, start watching charisma on command, start eating purely organic, distil your water before you drink it, dont watch pron (you can masturbate just not watch porn), RUN, RUN LIKE YOUR FUCKING LIFE DEPENDS ON GET ON GOOGLE MAPS, FIND A ROUTE THAT IS 5K THERE AND BACK, AND TRAIN EVERY SINGLE DAY UNTIL YOU CAN RUN THE WHOLE 10K WITHOUT STOPPING. I BELIEVE IN YOU ANON, YOU CAN DO IT, CHADS ARENT BORN, THEY ARE FORGED IN THE FLAMES OF THEIR OWN SELF DOUBT AND PITY, THEY ARE MADE BOT BY GENETICS, BUT BY YOUR OWN WILLPOWER.

Good luck op, I know you can do it

>>39279879
I have a shit life too and from September I'm just trying to do what I like in the right places.
example: i like art and there's an art gallery near my city, I'll just go there with a friend or even alone trying to enjoy the event and making friends too (with social anxiety isn't that easy but I'll try that too)

Sincerely, I've had enough of all this and suicide isn't the right choice yet.