I've had to work on my thesis this month (deadline sept. 1st) and still havent done a thing. I literally cannot believe it. I cannot believe that I've procrastinated this far and havent spoken to my supervisor in over a month. There is no way out anymore. There are no more excuses, last minute allnighters, etc. I have to come clean and visit a therapist and apologize to my professor, my (lost) friends, family, and actually to myself.
I've said for over a year to myself that I'm gonna get a guitar and piano and learn music theory on the side. Lmao I still haven't done anything but watch jewtube vids and shitpost on fora.
I am so fucking ashamed of myself. I feel like a complete failure. The fucked up thing is, I wasn't like this before, what the fuck happened??
I swear to God this is gonna be my last post. Then I'll block it so that even incognito mode wont work because of blocksite.
So long and good luck to all of you. When the clock hits 18:00 (in ~20 minutes) I'll leave this site for good. Please give some (you)'s before I go.
I genuinely hope you will be happy one day.
;_;7
>>39278872
can't you just extend the deadline, start working on it and be done with it?
Good luck anon. If I ever get into a graduate position I hope I won't be in the same position, for most of my undergrad I left everything to the last minute so I can only imagine how bad it is for you.
>>39278971
This is the extended deadline. The thing is my masters starts at this deadline. So ill have to wait like 6 months to start at the next semester. Maybe they won't even let me in anymore.
I've fucked up so hard.
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>>39278977
Thank you. Good luck to you as well.
>>39279016
All the best my friend. You are going to make it. It will be a long and hard climb, but you will reach the top of the mountain
>>39279016
i don't know what things are like where you live, but here in germany it's no big deal if you start your master's a year later than normal, and at my uni you can do a new thesis on a different topic if you fuck up once. good luck
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>>39279048
thanks brother i appreciate it. Best of luck to you.
>>39279061
I'm from the Netherlands, should be similar. The thing is, i already did most of the programming, building the prototype. I just have to write about it. I really dont know what the fuck is going on with me.
Thanks for your concern, best of luck to you.
Farewell
No looking back untill I've conquered the mountain.
Thank you all