for a long time now I've felt a serious unease with life. I feel like I live on a different wavelength to most people. it's like I'm in limbo between this earth and hell. Like some twisted depiction of reality. It's hard to describe but this uneasiness is so pervasive and constant. I think this goes beyond anxiety. there's something metaphysically wrong. like I'm dead but don't know it
I never ever feel comfortable in this existence.