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I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS KIND OF SUFFERING >College starts

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I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS KIND OF SUFFERING
>College starts next week
>Ultra normalfag college forces way too much interaction
>have to do some 4 day orientation-type thing (in addition to the other 2 days we spent in normal orientation)
>that adds up to SIX FUCKING DAYS DEALING WITH NORMALFAGS
>levels of anxiety are out the fucking roof by now
>can't eat or sleep for the past several weeks
>at one point couldn't even eat for several days because of the stress and anxiety
>feel like I'm going to throw up/vomit 24/7
>having panic attacks, shaking, getting out of control
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I JUST GET AN EDUCATION WITHOUT BEING FORCED TO DO SO MUCH SHIT THAT MAKES ME SEVERELY UNCOMFORTABLE
What the original FUCK is a robot supposed to do in a situation like this?
How the fuck do I keep calm and act like a normal human being?
As I'm typing this I feel like I'm trying to prevent myself from throwing up.
WHY CAN'T THEY LEAVE ME IN PEACE
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>>39270348
You went to college expecting not to have to talk to normalfags? You must be some kind of fucking cyborg cuz every true robot knows you have to deal with normalfags and you either don't go, or you hate yourself enough and force them away from you.

What are you majoring in? You education could be absolutely fucking useless without being able to network.
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>>39270563
nigga how the fuck is a khhv 5'4 retard that has spent his life so far in his room by himself a cyborg?
nigga I can't even leave the house without my hands uncontrollably shaking.

I am majoring in graphic design. Before you say it's shitty, art is the only thing I enjoy and it is being paid for by my family (it's also very cheap because of scholarships and other shit)

my point is that I don't know how to deal with going to all these shitty social events that they're forcing on me. It's making me extremely uncomfortable.
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>>39270348
Look you fucking faggot, this is your opportunity to get laid. Show up, restrain yourself from having an autistic hissy fit and try to be cool. You might either make a girl friend that you can hang out with later and maybe make your gf one day, or become friends with some normies or Chads that can get you into parties/hook you up with a girl. This your time to break out of robotdom you dumb nigger. Don't fuck it up.
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>>39270727
Then fucking be uncomfortable faggot be uncomfortable to the point that nobody wants to give a fuck about you and just get your shitty normie degree and get the fuck off my board

I'm also a khhv 5'4 retard who only leaves house to get the shit I order and get energy drinks from very ding machines a mile down the road at night but I don't have any fucking college education you I worked my way into true neethood
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>>39270789
>get your shitty normie degree and get the fuck off my board
look man I'm not trying to argue here. Were all robotbros here together. I wish I could be a neet too and I tried to just live with my parents and not leave but they are forcing me to go to school. I have no idea what to do about it since I'm so socially retarded.
>>39270735
thanks man.
Although I don't really feel the need to get a gf. I've kinda accepted the fact that most women wouldn't really want a khhv 5'4 socially inept anxious depressed porn addicted retard like me. I just want to know how to control my anxiety. I need to learn that first in order to go get a gf (if I even have a chance)

If I can learn that, maybe I can go for it.
However, I have an extreme hatred for parties, normalfags, drugs, and chads. Being around them makes me uncomfortable and I can't hide it.
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>>39270348
could you get a doctor's note to get out of the orientation parts? you could also probably get out of the public presentation stuff too or maybe just get some xanax lol
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>>39271133
no man I don't want medication or anything. I want to figure out how to naturally make myself less anxious around people. That would be ideal.
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>>39270348
>college starts out
>feeling good, kinda a normie now that I've been with a girl once
>turns out she gave me oral herpes and it's flairs the day before class

This is what I get for trusting women
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>>39270916
Get some help with your anxiety man. College is the time to break free from robotdom. The goal is to break the spaghetti curse. You can do it bro. Find some help, but try to make some friends at orientation. I know it might be hard, but try your best. Don't dismiss it outright, you might make some friends that'll last you through uni.
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>>39271528
Are you sure I'm supposed to break out of robotdom? I guess I can give it a try but I don't want to become a normalfag. Maybe one or two friends seems fine but at the first orientation everyone seemed like complete normalfags. Here's an example
>activity where you have to tell everyone about yourself
>the question for our group was something about what shows you like to watch
>when it gets to my turn I autistmaly mumble "I-i-don't watch t-t-television I only watch anime"
>stacy interrupts
>"aww hehe look anon we have one of those korean clubs here I think you would fit just right in!!!"
>"n-n-o I don't like korean pop that's not the same thing"

I hope that I can find one or two people in my classes that at least likes the same things as me and is not too much of a chad. Just asking, but is this too much of an expectation?
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>>39271235
There is no way, I have been dealing with anxieties all my life and there is no way that isnt complete bullshit to get rid of them other then meds, just go to the docter and tell them you have anxiety problems, then you can start living a fullfilling life as a wagecuck like me.
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>>39270348
>tfw 10 days of orientation
Fuck my shit up lads
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>>39271621
>when it gets to my turn I autistmaly mumble "I-i-don't watch t-t-television I only watch anime"

Don't tell the truth, fool. I listen to National Socialist black metal, depressive black metal, death metal, classical music, vaporwave, and ambient. I'm going to say I like normie bands.

And stop looking to others for approval. Realize you're going to die, they're going to die, and nothing matters. There's no reason to be afraid of interacting with others.
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>>39270348
Nigga, if your shit is this fucked up, you;re never gonna make it through college. I was much better off than you and I still ended up failing due to anxiety, inability to socialize, and fear of speaking up. I have 135 IQ and genuinley loved learning new things, often did well on pop quizzes, etc, but that's not enough. You'll want to stop trying after seeing so many happy people around you and alternatley praying somebody or nobody talks to you day after day for 3+ years. People like us just can't do it and you're way more fucked than me, I never had panic attacks or anything, just steady anxiety and depression.
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>>39270348
You're worrying too much. Normals don't give a fuck about you or your fails, unless it's an epic spaghetti flood.
Just don't be too aggressive to the normies when they're trying to interact with you and don't skip too many classes, in short don't draw too much negative attention, and you'll be fine.
However if you have a mental illness, just ignore this post.
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