One thing I would like to know is why I find myself laughing/grinning

You've reached the point of absolute degeneracy. Don't worry it eventually happens to everyone here.

i do the same but only with some stuff

i really wish i had someone whod be cool with shooting me in the back of the head until theres nothing and
seeing people grttibg headshot once and dying for me isnt happy that they had it happen but that it looks foolproof but id never self inflict it because youbonly have one shot and shit can fuck up plus havibg someone donit would make it less tense and like "come one we can do this you fucking pussy just do it" because what if i flinched or didnt die after one shot?

id say dont worry about it you sound fine

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>>39264537
I do the same but i can't take animal abuse. That's my limit. Especially if it's cats, i fucking love cats.

>>39264573
i mean i dont enjoy pain but i just like the thought of being with one other person like 10 miles from anyone and yourenon good terms with them but thed be fine with doing it for you and dumping about 15 slugs its fool proof and honestly looks painless

animals being killed is a fucked up thing and i dont like videos like that either

>>39264413
It's worse for me. A little while ago when that one guy did the terrorist attack on London with the truck I started laughing in front of other people and couldn't stifle it without my hand

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>>39264537
>grttibg headshot once and dying for me isnt happy that they had it happen but that it looks foolproof but id never self inflict it because youbonly have one shot and shit can fuck up plus havibg someone donit
UNDERAGE PHONEPOSTER DETECTED.

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>I experience a positive sensation when watching it.
Maybe watching gore reminds you that you could be in the same situation as the people portrayed in those videos. But you are not, and possibly you will never experience that level of pain and frustration because i assume you live in a safe environment where the only dangers are meaningless things like knifes or even more complex shit like society. So you feel a sense of relief knowing you probably will never find yourself in situation like being put in a brazil jail and suddenly a inmate tries to cut your legs and succeeds in doing so and later he calls his friends to disintegrate your body piece by piece and consequently crack your head to start eating your brains. Or it could be worse, you live in a shitty neighborhood in Venezuela and you're starving to death so you're obligated to look up for food in trash conteiners or bags.

>>39264888
best and most concise reply so far, thank you for this.

>>39265050
You're welcome bro
http://www.bestgore.com/murder/brazil-killer-use-finger-gouge-eye-brain-murder-man/

>>39264413
It's because your emotionally stunted and default to laughter when you encounter something you lack the tools to process like a normal person. I'm the same way, I laugh at all kinds of things that don't warrant laughter. Porn that hits my buttons does it as well