Are male virgins in their 20s literally insane? I've never

>>39259746
I'm by no means a virgin but after 14 to 16 if you are still a virgin something is wrong most likely mental illness and genetics.

>>39259746
you probably don't know many people at all, let alone 20 something year old virgins.

>>39259746
I know one guy who is 32 and a virgin ya he is all fu ked in the head, the other was years ago he was 22 and a virgin he ended up losing it to a hooker and was slightly better then the 32 guy I know now.. but pathetic

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20 next year and still KHV. I chuck that down to living in a rural area but i'm slightly robot. never had therapy etc. but i do weird things...

>>39259786
Not many 20 year old virgins unless you go to some faggy card game or larping event

>>39259823
Everyone does weird things and I know people from rural areas and they had no problem having sex

>>39259823
You should try on some dating sight and if that fails Grindr could be your salvation

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>>39259746
I had a boyfriend from 15 - 18, but I haven't really tried to pursue anybody else ever since.

I'm a male too desu

>18
>khhv
>not insane yet
Am I on my way to the loony bin or will I get my government sponsored qt gf soon

>>39259878
I plan on moving out to a big city within a year or two. not neet so maybe that will be my salvation

>>39259746
Wow, it's almost like women can detect or sense when someone isn't right in the head, and from there not want to have sex with them since they would be a bad mate.

>>39259883
Grindr for you M8

>>39259884
Loony bin or suicide is the future anon or hook up with the homo above your reply

>>39259839
They make up about 33 % of the population, so I'm skeptical of your claims.

>>39259890
It should help you as long as you can socialise properly

I'm a 23 year old KHHV with Asperger's, social anxiety, and depression. Nice to meet you.

>>39259908
Its not hard to spot a beta autist, also doesn't help if you are below 6ft or a dicklet

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>>39259916
I'd rather fuck another virgin though feelsbad

Mainly because it's one of my biggest fetishes

>>39259928
"The CDC also reports that virgins make up12.3 percent of females and 14.3 percent of males aged20to 24." Lol not a big group out of that 14% prob 12 are robots.

Heretics... there are many great men who are still virgin. It's having sexual restraint and being a good Christian person.

>>39259970
Gotta get them while they are young or find some religious chick though most I knew were whores and loved cock

>>39259987
Yeah, but virginity decreases exponentially between 20 and 24, so if you looked at the data for just 20 year olds, you would see the results I just described.

>person is virgin
>call them insane
>imply something is wrong with them constantly
>drive them insane
>"oh look virgins are freaks"

>>39259782
Don't be retard there are ugly people out there you know?

>>39260019
Yep, it's pure original nonsense

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>>39259746
Kys faggot.
This is my hidden crazy side talking, you fucking normie cunt.

>>39259746
I am a completely sane 25 yo kissless hugless virgin.
Occasional bouts of anxiety but nothing crippling or not easily hidden.

AMA

The world broke me and now it laughs at and puts the blame on me. The best way to move on is to disconnect from people.

>>39259908
Women can actually detect genetic quality. Men can too to some extent, but not as good as Women. They have whole laundry list they unconsciously check off.

Why? Because they carry a living being inside them for 9 months and share time, energy, and resources with it.

How do you know someone is a virgin or not? The crazy ones are the only ones you notice because they are obsessed with virginity and blame all their problems on it.

>>39259908
And they still fuck men who abuse them, losers or whatever.
You retarded cuck

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>>39259746
Because that's the reason we stay virgin. Now get the fuck out of here, Chad.

>>39260019
pretty much this.
the pressure of the people around you makes you feel much worse.

>>39259746
Anyone who doesn't have children has too much time in their hands.
People with children want to make a better world for their children, those without them don't care if they destroy the world.

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>Tfw 19 and just lost virginity
Albiet it was an older woman because Staceys would rather I rot and die

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>>39260019
>person is an outcast
>outcast them even more by calling them rapists and school shooters

Normies live in a world of pure irony and destruction of others

you care too much about sex

>>39259878
How do you get over the fear that people (ie coworkers and especially coworkers) will find your dating account and use it against you?

I'm 24 khv and there's nothing that wrong with me except low confidence and low sex drive.

>>39259746
no I am not insane the laws are just bad for men and they are only getting worse because women have the right to vote. feminist are passing more rape laws that extend the definition of rape and I am not interested in having my life completely destroyed by a false rape accusation.

Being an unattractive loser than no one wants to fuck tends to have an adverse affect on people's mental health.

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>>39260019
>be very friendly person, nice without wanting really anything in return (not a nice guy)
>get rejected socially, not just in terms of relationships
>become bitter and decide to stop talking to people
>"well if you were maybe a friendly person people would want to approach you, ever think of that?"
>"you never were nice you're lying to yourself"

>>39260340
Just change your name and post pics it's rare if they would find you anon

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Im scared of sex
My friend in high school were right

>>39260579
How well would a potential date take the fact you lied about your fucking name?

>>39260547
Normies have to create a cognitive bias against genetically, socially and economically unfortunate people so their egos aren't rattled by the knowledge that all their supposedly meaningful relationships, achievements and positive experience weren't the result of their glimmering, special personalities but, rather, being born with more symmetrical faces and higher metabolisms than the outcasts they so willingly mock.

>>39260547
>Be a self-effacing emotional doormat
>"You need to have more confidence, anon! No one will love you unless you love yourself!"
>Get tired of being treated like a lesser mortal and taken advantage of
>Become more confident, self-serving and unsympathetic
>"Woah, anon, you're such a dick now, I miss when you used to be a nice, inoffensive welcome mat everyone could wipe their bullshit on!"

Fuck normies. You're better off living for yourself.

>>39260803
Then you dump those "friends" and keep plowing forward.

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>>39260007
I'm a gay guy famalam

I'm talking about male virgins

I'm just autistic and want a relationship, it's just not what the current in thing to do is so women start to become unattracted to me as soon as I start actually showing interest in them
Mind you I'm by no means being a retard when talking to them, it's not often but some even initiate conversation with me but fuck it who cares i cant be assed to finish this this thread will 404 just like every other and this fucking post will be gone with it im just fucking tired and want to drink myself into a coma i turned 20 the other week and it hit me man it hit me so hard 20 years no gf the only pussy i got was some 5/10 i met on tinder who couldnt give head to save her life and had i brought a condom who knows i might have lost my virginity but fuck it nothing matters ill blow my brains out if im still a fucking virgin at 21 i guess fucking pursuing relationships its not worth it anymore i hate it man i hate it fucking kill me

>>39261130
I'm 25 virgin and i dont stress that much. Chill out.

>>39261015
Oh wtf well go on Grindr I heard that's where gays go to pound booty hole almost 100% chance

>>39260607
You just tell them I'm worried about people knowing me or I.D theft then you tell them what ya name is just keep ya last name safe M8 or don't and be like thats my nickname it's easy

>>39260456
Loser is the key part, if you made good money you could bang away or at least fug hookers hell even premium dickgirls if you like

>>39260280
19 is better then not being laid anon

>>39259746
I am a 26 yo virgin, and I can say that yeah, I'm completely fucked in the head.

>>39261015
Most gay guys are sluts who like cock and big cock 7 and above it shouldn't be hard to fuck a man's vagina

>>39259908
Like those women who went home with Ted Bundy, great judges of character.

Why exactly do you think we're virgins?

Just got into the 20s, I'm a virgin. Till now I've only suffered depersonalization and some tics.

I lost from the start.

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>>39260324
>Normies ridicule outcasts
>Push them further into isolation
>Isolation almost always leads to insanity or depression
>Outcast goes on shooting spree to kill normies
>Normies act surprised

How fucking stupid can Normies actually be?
Are they all actually retarded?

>>39261303
Do you see weird shit? And play with your benis? I had a psychotic episode at 19 walking to work ended up in a psyche ward for 7 days for "shaking my penis violently at cars and people while screaming" indent remember it and stopped in a busy intersection 28 now and a MUG on the bux

>>39261322
Drugs and psychics anon I do believe some also enjoyed it

>>39261326
I'm not a virgin, most of us aren't just a few people on this board are and feel the need to bitch and whine about instead of doing something

>>39261350
You guys mostly deserve it though

>>39261350
Say what you want frog poster in the end you will be alone with your traps and weeb shit

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>21 years old male
>At university
>Active social life, plenty of friends
>Get invited to parties and events regularly
>Go to all of them
>Actually socialise with people
>Actually put effort into my appearance, my clothes, my hygiene
>Actually try to speak to girls
>Still a 100% kissless, dateless virgin

It's ALL because I have a terrible fear of women and am incapable of asking a girl out. Due to lingering phobias and mental damage from years of high school bullying.

Basically I've concluded that if you're tormented/bullied during your childhood and teenage years you will probably never fully recover from that damage. There are things wrong with my brain that will always be wrong because those years were robbed from me. I didn't have a normal life until aged 16-18 and even now I don't have a truly normal life because I can't attract or flirt with women.

>>39261375
Not him but I do play with mine never freaked out like that though

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>>39261414
I'm not referring to /r9k/ when I say "we're". I'm referring to male virgins over 20 when I say "we're". You know, the shit the OP was asking about in the topic.

You're the one bitching and whining for absolutely no reason.

>>39261475
Maybe the anxiety is called by your sexuality? It could be very possible you are attracted to men and not women.

>>39259746
I'm no virgin and i'm pretty messed up
don't generalise OP

>>39261475
Closet homosex normie detected

>>39261475
BS i was bullied and afraid of women till 19
when i went to college i FORCED myself to be assertive
Just count to 3 and kiss her

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>>39261447
So being born ugly makes someone deserve to be isolated until they're pushed to insanity? You normies are fucking retarded.

>>39261475
Be a man and count to 3 and pull his dick out and suck it you beta queen

>>39261562
No being a pathetic loser is, you could still get a girl but you won't

>>39261562
There are people born with no arms or legs and still find someone stop making excuses.

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>>39259746
I lost my virginity at 22.
I think I was right in the head up until I lost it not long ago.

>>39261591
Your ignorance is so fucking obvious it hurts. I'm going to assume that you're underage b8, or that you're just retarded, a.k.a. a normalfag.

>>39261546
Thats called sexual assault anon, don't give them ideas that could make them go to jail.

>>39261612
>your problems aren't serious because other people have more serious problems

>>39261630
You forgot to post that frog bro

>>39261643
You are one pathetic person who sits there and crys all day no wonder you won't get laid

>>39261630
I suppose it's safe to assume you are a jealous virgin?

>>39260094
That makes me want to hug and kiss you, anon. And cuddles, lots of cuddles

>>39261714
After that you guys could have anal sex

>>39259746
I'm on the spectrum and lost my virginity at 19. Unless you're low functioning, mental illness is not an excuse.

>>39261792
But most of then are senpai that's the problem

>>39261475
>incapable of moving past highschool bullying
Jesus fuck, either you've seen some shit or you're an enormous faggot. I was relentlessly bullied in highschool (administration and student body) and had the shit kicked out of me on a semi-regular basis. It didn't stop until I started actively kicking and screaming back and the only lingering effect it had is a general bitterness towards American (nigger) societal norms and the vapid, generally unintelligent, faceless mass. It might be time for you to do some introspective thinking, anon.

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>>39261527
>>39261506
>>39261570
I have considered this and concluded that I am not sexually attracted to men. I am 99% certain of this. Quit mocking me, normalfags.

>>39261546
>when i went to college i FORCED myself to be assertive

Great, so you're a normalfag. And you probably weren't bullied as much as me. When I say I was bullied I mean I had NO friends, NO social life, NO ONE liked me and I was the most hated person in the school. For every year of my life between the ages of 9 and 16.

I have a phobia of women. I can barely speak to them without internally shitting myself. I can't speak to female cashiers at a shop without sweating and stuttering. I've been in situations before where girls have wanted me to kiss them, and perhaps even told me this directly, and I still couldn't do it. I am COMPLETELY inexperienced. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING ROMANTIC OR SEXUAL. It is impossible for me. I would be less scared of fighting a lion than I am of asking a girl out.

This thread is great it's virgins flaming none virgins

Hello, I'm 22 and also khhv. I have a shitty job in my uni where I studying now.
I also obsessed with my oneitis and suicidal thoughts. Honestly I became insane two years ago, now I'm complitely insane. There's no hope, no hope at all.

>>39261859
Wasn't trying to mock you but maybe the anxiety was caused by what sex you are attracted to.

>23
>still technically a virgin, i have only fucked traps
>been fapping to all kinds of trap porn since i was 12
>5'7 kike looking numale
>extremely insecure and butthurt about my circumcised penis and don't want a woman to see it
>don't even want a gf or sex anymore

>>39261859
I just figured if you strike out with woman try men? The saying "a hole is a hole"

>>39261475
Dude, we all found our way to this board because we had some tough awkward times. But after a certain point you really need to get a fucking grip and move forward instead of stew in your own filth. Don't trip over what's already behind you. You're only 21.

>>39261881
Go on Grindr you a chance stop with that oneitis shit

>>39261924
Doesnt suprise me you are gay anon fucking a trap means you are gay, but not a virgin. 5'7 thats a manlet have you thought about HRT?

>>39261924
Fapping and fucking traps is degenerate as hell man. Lol I guess you are some kind of a man? For at least doing it.. were you taking their cock or giving?

>>39261924
>>still technically a virgin, i have only fucked traps
how does this work in your head? do you think all gays are virgins?

>>39261859
Go fuck a dickgirl you pussy one anon already said he does

>>39262013
If he is only letting them fuck his boipussy with their boiclit s ya he's a virgin maybe to much anxiety causes his penis to go limp?

>>39262013
The dickgirls have yet to break his tight buhymen senpai so yes he is a virgin until it's popped

>>39259782
Almost lost it at 15, but her parents were controlling her with and iron fist. She was the only opportunity I had until I lost it at 18 to a hooker.

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>>39261956
But HOW? How do I get over my intense phobia of women? Is it even possible? I already get therapy for depression/anger issues. Do I also need therapy for my sexual issues? Does that even exist? I am completely hopeless.

How is it possible that I can put SO MUCH effort into my life and receive nothing? Why are there men out there who are less attractive than me, have less friends than me, are less sociable than me, and dress like shit and yet they get girls? Why is it so unfair?

>>39262036
Fuck yourself cunt. I'm not some gay weeaboo.

>>39260019
This

Male virgins are social outcast which cannot fix their conditions because being a male virgin makes you a social outcast.

Humans are social creatures so them being outcasted can break them mentally especially since society calls them worthless and selfish (which causes self-fulfilling prophesy as they believe themselves to be)

>>39262036
Ya but that would just make him a massive faggot how would that help him besides getting HIV

>>39259746
20yo KHV, turned down a gril once, had a relationship for a few days that my dad set up for me.
I think I'm pretty alright in the head

>>39262086
Why did you need a hooker? Almost at 15 is good shit have had a gf after that?

>>39262008
>>39262061
i fucked the trap
i never want to engage in any kind of carnal behavior again

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>>39261859
>I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING ROMANTIC OR SEXUAL. It is impossible for me.
iktf

>>39262097
What kind of sexual issues? You are coming off right now as a violent pedo or rapist at the least

>>39259746

Define 'weird'.

You know, I get the impression that many women just don't understand men, thereby calling their behavior 'weird'. You don't seem to understand just how messed up our sense of humor is and how we can laugh for hours on end about the most random stuff. We like adventure, we like to see the world around us as a challenge.

Women often do not understand this and think we are irresponsible, or 'crazy'.

Grow a sense of humor, dammit

>>39261447
You guys mostly deserve it too

>>39262097
Bisexual at the least anon dont lie

>>39262097
Therapy isn't a total solution. It just helps you sort out your thoughts in a constructive way so that you can move forward with a positive perspective.

The total solution includes exposing yourself to your phobias, gradually. Start by going out a friend and his girlfriend - third wheel. She'll be open and honest when talking to you because your her bf's good friend. Then have her bring some of her girl friends to simply practice talking with. Now you have your friend and his girlfriend as a crutch during conversation.

Eventually you'll get over your phobia.

>26 KHV
>People assume I am in a relationship or that I am not a virgin

I don't even hide it but despite that people think I am a normalfag. Even once they find out I'm not they still assume I do normalfag things when I make it clear that I don't.

So to answer OPs question, no (although I think work/job has a big part to play in people's perceptions, literally everyone is a huge normalfag where I work).

>>39262140
Thats real gay senpai did she pass or was it a shemale

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>>39259746
>insane
>"lol, why don't they constantly think about sex, drugs and friends?"

it's normies like you that push us over the edge.

>>39259746
Are blanket statements literally bullshit?
Yes, they are. That should answer your question.

>>39262182
Old fag x Chad here not all of us should be hated I helped a few of my robot friends get laid took work and had to socialise them but some can be salvaged

>>39262224
You guys push ya self to the edge I would argue more but going to Gfs apartment for the night

>>39262140
Did /r9k/ make you gay? Are you one of the fallen? How big was her feminine penis?

>>39262214
26 and you work you should buy a hooker for a hour or two what's not to lose or gain?

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>>39262296
it's the mistreatment by the hands of villainous normies that incites the ingredients for a murderer.

>>39262224
I'm not taking blame for the fact most of you want to fuck a trap or jerk off in discord.

>>39262355
Eh don't get mad most I'm doing is talking to my LD gf on discord tonight.

>>39262351
I have never given a shit about being a virgin so I don't need to waste money on a prostitute. I don't know why anyone gives a fuck about it, it has had absolutely no effect on my life and never will. I just don't like normalfags assuming I'm like them if I'm honest.

>>39262323
i was literally fapping my circumcised penis to The official blog of America's sweetheart, Bailey Jay when i was like 12 or 13 years old dude, i found /b/ and then 420chan and 7chans trap boards too

>>39262296
Sounds fun I will be at home jerking off and watching anime like normal

>>39262414
You can't take the money to the grave might as well have sex

>>39262414
How would your virginity ever come up in polite conversation? Why don't you simply lie and say you've had modest sexual experience?

What you're doing is just exposing yourself to judgmental people. Most people are judgmental.

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Other than being a schizoid, I'm perfectly mentally healthy.

>>39262422
Thats toxic I found thisnplace at 21.damage was done though why did ya parents not even monitor you on comp?

>>39262422
This made me cringe "America's sweetheart"

>>39262490
Ayy you a schizoid too? Whaddup anon.

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>>39262586

Not much other than my crypto currency. If everything goes right I can be a comfy NEET hermit

>>39262461
He is bitter and is just saying things

>>39262538
okay
i didnt name it dont blame me if some faggot writes something cringey

>>39262451
I am legitimately too lazy to put any effort into having sex or a relationship of any kind, and I don't feel like I need one. Definitely not at the moment and I don't think that will change in the future despite people saying otherwise. I'm quite happy saving money without ever spending it on anything desu, that doesn't bother me.

>>39262461
I just don't see the point in lying about unimportant stuff like sexual history and I don't really care what other people think of me so I don't feel any need to lie about anything.

>>39262632
That is psychosis kicking in you will wake up in a hospital isolation 4 pointed to a table big fat dick shoved in you while a needle of Vatican is going into ya veins.

>>39262504
i don't know, my parents are in a state of naive innocence

>>39262642
>I just don't see the point in lying about unimportant stuff like sexual history
It's important because it's stigmatized in normie mainstream society.
>I don't really care what other people think of me
You need to care to a certain degree if you ever want to form a social circle and get a gf.

>>39262642
They clearly don't think enough of you to fuck you. Doesn't that seem like a problem?

>>39262707
We're you ever caught watching America's sweetheart haha

>>39262760
I don't really want a proper social circle but because of work I end up getting one anyway. I don't keep in touch with anyone once I change where I work though.

>get a gf
I really don't see the point of this. I wouldn't want one for sex or friendship, literally what would I even do with one.

I'm weird. Not in the "Oh golly, look at me! I'm so weird n' wacky!" way, or the disturbing way. It's more of a "Well, your obviously autistic. Why don't you go back in your room and be quiet, ok?"

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>>39261859
>>Active social life, plenty of friends
>>Get invited to parties and events regularly
>>Go to all of them
>>Actually socialise with people
>>Actually put effort into my appearance, my clothes, my hygiene
>>Actually try to speak to girls

>calls others normalfags

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *inhales* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

>>39259746
>being surprised that someone who has never received affection and validation from an entire 50% of the population based entirely on qualities which are beyond his control isn't "completely right in the head".

Normies sure are good at victim blaming when they're not the victims.

I'm turning 24 and still a virgin (kissed a girl once tho :3 )

It is true that I feel like I'm slowly losing it

>>39262789
No, again, why does it matter what people think of anyone else? I suppose if I cared I wouldn't be a virgin.

>>39260023
>ugly
>"something is wrong most likely genetics"
Yes

>>39263004
I wouldn't be surprised if you were losing it man, I know I'm losing it and I'm only 20.

>>39259746
>Roastie literally losing her mind how someone cant fuck 300+ people before they turn 20

>>39263379
A few months ago I went to a brothel and paid a prostitute to massage me and blow me but I wasn't able to enjoy the blowjob so I just had her rub my back for 40 minutes.

It was OK I guess.

What worries me is if I start cutting or something like that.

>>39263461
I don't think you'll start cutting, that's for attention whore roasties and edgy teen normlords. Suicide? Much more likely. Even then, I think you'll be fine as long as you distract yourself.

>>39259746

Of course not, they are failed, broken human beings. They should be recycled.

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>>39261322
>>39260126
no biologically evolved system is perfect
some individuals may have an underdeveloped instance of it, or it may fail in certain circumstances
all that matters is that it performs better than not having it

It's like you're shitting on eyes for not being able to see ultraviolet. Still better than being blind. In this case, better off having the ablity to avoid complete irredeemable low-functioning fuckups even if it has a chance to be fooled by a high-functioning fuckup.

>>39263514
yeah I guess I'll be sorta fine for the time being.

When I'll hit 40 or something it's gonna be harder tho I think.

This or I become totally jaded and start having some sort of yearly vacation in Thailand or in the Philippine.

I'm 24 and a virgin literally because I'm insane, had a chance when I was 13 and again at 20 just because some girls were desperate enough but once they had couple of dates with me, that actually went well realised they made a mistake approaching me when they were at their lowest and could do better, this happens because I look like a normie and act like it too but that's not the real me strangers and even friends get to know, because it's a self defence survival mechanism that I've learned to act normal in stressfull situations but when I'm not in those I fucking zone out and it's like talking to a cashier or some shit with me from there on because I have no fucking clue what to do
I have derealisation with depersonalisation episodes and scitchophrenia, and now I see people and animals inside my apartment without sleeping so I think getting laid is the least of my problems at the moment and worrying about not blowing my brains out during some psychotic episode is something to keep an eye on

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Here's your answer OP. Anything after this post is redundant