>in an internet/videogame/anime trance
>start to laugh at something in it
>immediately remember reality and it all comes back to me
>depression re-engages
>laughter stops, silent and can't focus for the rest of the time
>>39253847
Something similar to this happens to me while I'm playing OverWatch and then my sr starts to drop....
>>39253847
yup happens all the time you just have let it pass at least thats what I do it helps to know that normie life isnt as great as they claim it to be and roasties are over rated.
>>39253847
>playing league
>15-0
>15-1 after a team fight
>we lose
Why are we still here?
>>39253847
Unironically you need to stop visiting /r9k/ and any other sort of lonely-clubs on the internet. Visiting here sucks the fun out of literally anything because all day you're reminded how worthless you are. The only way I found that escapism can work is if you're not constantly aware of how shit things are.
>>39253982
I tried that, for 6 months. Didn't work, only made me feel even worse because I missed reading the stupid shit people posted. I hate it here but this is the only place where I feel at home.