2015 - Beginning of girls
>Meet this nice girl on omegle
>She's 19, I'm 17.
>We become friends really quickly
>Spend all day talking, shit from our feelings to fallout to our future
>Gives me advice about going to college
>Few months pass, I tell her I have feelings for her.
>She has feelings for me too
>gf acquired.
>We talk all day every day, our lives revolve around eachother.
>Summer rolls around
>I'm finally gonna go meet her
>Get the train ticket, pack my bags, ready to leave the next day
>She calls me that night sobbing
>saying she had an irl boyfriend the whole time
>says she loves me so much more than him and would break up with him for me
>tfw I've been cheated on this whole time
>hang up, block her, spend the next two weeks crying in my room.
>feel better a few weeks later.
Early 2016 - trying to make friends
>Meet this girl on /soc/ (I was lonely)
>We shoot the shit for a bit, connect really well together.
>she lives across the world, scrap any idea of romance out of my mind
>We talk for a year, she talks about how lonely she is, I talk about how lonely I am
>We're there for eachother, we're confidants.
>best friend mode achieved.
>We talk for months, things get sexual but never romantic.
>One day a few months ago she tells me she met this really nice guy and they start dating
>She starts ignorning me more and more, we start talking less and less.
>Eventually gets to the point where I'm being straight up ghosted.
>mfw
>go on her facebook, see it filled with pictures of her and her boyfriend.
>She completely cut me out of her life
>No one to talk to now
I'm gonna continue these in the comments because fuck me I need to get this shit out
Early 2017 - Last attempt at love.
>Meet one more girl off a dating site
>She lives ~150 miles away, but I figure if we click it'd be no problem
>She's an autistic robot cute girl, feel like I hit the lotto
>We click
>Instantly fall in love with her. Instant feelings. Feelings are mutual.
>Two weeks talking to her is nothing compared to the year I spent talking to the first girl.
>She used to call me right when I get out of class, super cute.
>My plan to meet her was asap, spring break was soon and I was planning then
>two months pass and she tells me she has to work at her family's camp
>really disconnected, no internet, no cell service
>I trust her, tell her we can write letters, whatever we needed to do.
>communication halted
>My mind is buzzing about her and us meeting and for the next month she's the only thing on my mind
>she calls me two weeks into the camp
>tells me she fucked two of the campers
>in the same night
>I tell her not to call me anymore, hang up, done with her.
That was a few months ago, she still texts me now apologizing.
>be me now
>make online people fall in love with me
>break their hearts after a few weeks
>tfw girls made me a sociopath.
I literally have no one to talk to. It's not like I'm chatting people up to break their hearts. Any feelings I have for them dies within weeks and I have to tell them that the past month meant nothing when I've been doing it with other people too. How am I gonna find love. How do I fix myself.
I always questioned whether relationships that start online could ever work. But my older sister met her boyfriend of 8 years on isketch and now they live together.
It can happen anon. Sounds generic as fuck but learn to love yourself before you love others.
>>39251040
>make online people fall in love with me
>break their hearts after a few weeks
>tfw girls made me a sociopath.
Robot revenge is the only way
You're a retard if you expect people to be faithful from so far away. Quit with the internet gfs and find a real girl.
LDRs will never work unless you've already met the person.
>>39251040
would you rather had her not tell you and let you two build a happy relationship on a lie?
would you have been faithful in a situation where 2 beautiful women tried taking your virginity by constantly making moves on you?
>>39251040
Are you a girl(female) or a girl(male)?
oreoreore
Okay the first one was just you being bitter and petty, she loved you and you fucked her over even more. It was true love and you ruined it for pride that meant nothing in that situation. You could have a qt older gf while cucking the previous boyfriend, dumbass
The rest is just roasties being roasties, sorry you fell for that shit, anon. Women are fucking snakes
Stop trying to LDR