>tfw total apathy
I just don't give a shit about anything, I'm losing my grip on reality
When I see the shit everyone else cares about it's like I'm "above" it all(sounds fedora as fuck but whatever) like what means the world to a child compared to how an adult sees it
The ride never ends and I'm forced to be on it, fuck this shit
>>39239685
I envy children. They have the purest view of the world and existence and they have no fucking idea. There's an eastern belief called Taoism that holds the child in very high regard because of things like these.
But I feel you man. I want things, I want to achieve things in life, but I don't actually want to go out and do any work to get there. It sounds millennial as fuck but I just have 0 motivation for anything.
Also the ride does end at some point, you just don't know when and you can end it early if you want. Just take off your restraints and jump off the ride and fall, you're not forced to be on it.
>>39239685
If you've truly have stopped giving a fuck about anything then just treat life like a game and go do embarrassing / humiliating stuff in public for your own entertainment.
If the thought of that makes you nervous then you haven't reached total apathy.
People actually hide their power level. They don't show how intelligent they are, they pretend to be dumb instead. They pretend to like shallow shit no one gives a fuck about. It's a survival tactic. You're not above it all, you're so below you're not even close enough to realize how it works.
>>39240569
Not OP but I do that shit and I do not recommend it. It's fun at first but then people start thinking you're insane and you don't wanna be treated like an insane person. Then it's a shitload of work to go back to normality and everything becomes dull.
>>39239685
Meaning is self-derived. It's like you were invited to a DnD party and you decided to roll an elf.
>Elf what, anon?
>I don't know, just an elf
So then everybody else at the table just has to tolerate you being mopey and not really playing the game.
>>39239685
Some OC here hahah it is pretty funny
How do I stop being apathetic? It feels as if I've lost so much emotion and I want them back.
>>39242543
goypills
>>39239685
There is no way out anon. We won't all make it.
Fasten your seatbelt and try to "enjoy" the wild ride.
>>39239685
Kill some people to feel alive again.
>>39239685
this fucking little bitch
has been apathetic so little time his brain still registers that something is different
think ur 'depressed' because u've been sad for two weeks
fuck off normie