Whats actually stopping you from killing yourself? Do you guys

i have a good day in every week and it puts me back on top of the depression slide

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>>39222797
You are aware most here are normies and underage edge lords yes? Also why the fuck kill yourself when time will do it anyway, better or worse it's not like it's a once in a lifetime thing you can miss.

>>39222797
There is a chance I think. I have above average intelligence and I'm not too socially awkward, my only problem is fear of rejection from women, which of itself is pretty dumb since I'm 19 and already had sex with a 7/10

Because i don't have the courage to end my life

>>39222797
I want to get a flamethrower, go to a gaint auditorium full of liberals, and burn them all to a crisp

I dont want to commit suicide and just be forgotten.

I want revenge.

I want glory.

I want justice.

>>39222797
Hi bailey, quit being a sociopath

Why did you censor the nipple you little fucking queer

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>>39222797
>Whats actually stopping you from killing yourself?
hell

I want to become deathless. Suiciding now would get in the way of that goal.

>>39222797
I'm too scared.
I attempted suicide 2 times from pills (I didn't know what the fuck I was thinking at the time) and the first time I had the worst fucking stomach/liver pain that I have ever experienced, ended up waking up feeling like a total loser. The second time I decided to do prescription drug overdose and ended up waking up in the middle of the night and everything was going so fast, even I got up and I was walking fast, it was fucking scary.
I'm too scared if I wake up from killing myself and I would regret it the 3rd time. I wouldn't want to kill myself knowing I was the loser who attempted to do this so many times and failed.

honestly, xev bellringer

>>39222797
The only reason I don't kms is that I used to be happy and I have some small hope that I can reclaim such a state

>>39223122
Tara is better senpai

>>39223100
>deathless
is that a word?

>>39222797
I would consider myself as a chad at this point.

I know most people would say "b urself m8 ur good", but most of the time that's shit. Idk how anyone would escape robothood after they turned 18. I escaped it by forcing myself to socialize and losing weight.

>>39223065
This is a Christian website, Anon.

Please watch your mouth.

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>>39223122
>>39223278


How about this lmao?

>>39223330
needs kelly hart

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Waiting for sequels for my videogames to come out.
Waiting till I finish my education, get a well paying job and then live in luxury and decadence, trying out escorts and even being a suggardaddy. Also making that trip to Thailand where I fuck until my dick falls off.
I've given up on love long ago and on friendship recently.

I can still kill myself at 40 or so.

>>39222797
I think that it's funny to be happy even when everyone says that I shouldn't. My life is a giant middle finger to the world.

The world deserves my life.

>>39223283
Yes.

I'm using it more in the Buddhist sense (from the Pali word "Amata"). So, in that sense, it basically means becoming Enlightened enough to never experience death again -- in other words, I'm banking on becoming a wizard.

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>>39222797
Because I like my comfy existence. If Something drastic happened that made my life uncomfy then I might.

>>39222797
Are you that image censorship guy that had about 400+ reps on that thread where ppl just painted over bobs and vegenas

I don't want to hurt my family (or at the very least, my parents.) Maybe after my parents die.

They're both in their 70s now so it shouldn't be long.

>>39222797
Not having access to guns or nembutal
Lol!

no

Because that's what people expect and I generally make choices to spite others because fuck you.

I bought an AR-15 just because there exists people that don't want me to have one.

I did leave this place and become normie.

I finally fucking made it. I have money and nice sweet bae. My bipolar rage makes me fucking ruin it all. i jsut told my sweet bae that she was boring and she should go home.

I hope I die in my sleep. After I get this initial aanxiety of career startup and money I will have nothing to distract me from myself anymore and be forced to actually look at my life and realize I'm an abusive fuck who desrverves to be shot in the head. but I can't focus on that right now because it would get in the way of my work