>playing online fps >getting lots of kills, having fun

>>39179338
>play csgo
>destrying everyone on the server
>suddenly a random noob luck shot me
>get mad af and start punching my wall like a eight year old

wtf it happend to me many times a day, i get extremely angry over small little shitty things, like not finding my keys, or my earphones.

>playing any game
>feel like i'm doing great
>someone even compliments me
>feelsGood.png
>some random assblasted guy says i suck
>tell him to be less butthurt but feel like garbage
Please help

>>39179338
>playing online fps
>first to die every time, not lasting even 20 seconds
>feel completely worthless and inadequate
>become suicidal over it
>stop playing and take time to calm down

>Playing World of Warships
>Provided a smoke screen for some team members at one part of the map then head to another part of the map
>Waiting for the smoke screen to reload while hiding and firing torps at the enemy
>One team mate gets destroyed
>"thanks a lot cunt you could have at least set a smoke screen for me. Uninstall the game"

>Playing a cruiser and facing off against a battleship
>Anticipating his shots and try to dodge most of them best I can
>Manage to deal some good damage to him before he finally gets me
>"NICE CHEAT _SHIPNAME_

>>39180951
I know this feel anon. There are odd times where I do really well but most of the time I seem to be complete shit and can't help the team at all. I play these games to escape the reality of how much of a loser I am, not to be reminded of it.

>Play any competitive game
>Anyone trash talks me at all
>Can't handle it, get all shaky and pissed
>Usually quit the game really quickly
>Tend to feel so mediocre in games where people have had time to get good that I don't even try

I can't even play Overwatch or CS:GO because of this and it's awful.

I don't play games anymore but I can relate to being hyper sensitive to criticism or insults. How does one get past that?

It's another, "Anon plays OW and gets shit on and cries for 15 minutes" episode again.

>a normal person gets into an argument or has some minute conflict with another person
>they brush it off and move on with their day
>I get into an argument or have some minute conflict with another person
>I cry about it, shut myself off from other interactions, reflect on it incessantly, compulsively whisper "fuck" to myself, compulsively hit myself in the head, go home and waste my time smoking weed to have some rest from the process
how do i stop being such a sensitive bitch?!? it's not fucking fair
>>39181177
no idea. i'm sure there are some drugs for it. benzos maybe.

>>39179465
Is Jes gaem. Why you hav be mad??

>playing cs:go
>having fun
>see score
>2/10
>left the game

These days I avoid multiplayer games entirely, that is when I play vidya at all anymore. Multiplayer is frustrating for me, and highly competitive games are essentially a guaranteed bad experience. I can relate to many of these posts.

I feel bad enough about myself without be reminded how terrible I am at video games as well.

>>39181102
>Have four kills without losing any health in an IOWA.
>Doing really good, on my way towards a Cleveland.
>Torped by a cruiser.

>>39181334
>In an Amagi
>Get torped by a member of my own team
>"WTF you get in the path of my torps ya noob"

>>39179338
I think you're good at fps games anon :)

>play pubg squad mode
>carry squad to final few players
>this one member that i have constantly been giving first aid to gets up from prone and exposes us to enemy
>she gets shot and crawls around on the floor begging for help
>other squad members also don't heal him
>proceed to insult the dying team member in unison saying she deserves to die and should never play again
>I go too far and tell her she probably drags other people down irl with her incompetence
>can openly hear her sobbing as she attempts to throw back insults at us
>she bleeds out and dies but continues to watch us
>remaining team proceeds to beat the other player and win the round
>disconnect from game and make myself a cup of coffee before starting a new game
Online games are so fun!

I play military simulators alot and im good at them. I insult people who are bad but I dont really mean it. I always explain to the new guys what to do and how to do it and how not to suck and I ussually lead a squad of 6 to 10 people and I really enjoy it. What really pisses me off though are the fucking trolls/casuals. People who just randomly spam bullshit talk non stop on radio and paint dicks on the map. God fucking damn it its so annyoing. I want to play my autistic mil sim and have fun but these faggots keep acting like cod kiddies then theres the fresh noobs the self righteous pricks that take ebin sniper rifles and shit and be absolutely useless and stand in the most exposed position and get shot retards running into machinegun line of fire and acting like its not their fault. I dont mond noobs but I cant stand idiots that wont listen to experienced players and do stupid shit

>>39181140
If you play lol you can mute everyone, even mute their signals.
If you don't see it, it doesn't exist.
>inb4 but that's escapism
No shit sherlock, but let's face it, if you're here then you're most likely ok with escapism.

>1v1 rocket league
>play a few games, doing pretty well
>make stupid mistake and concede goal
>opponent says im a noob
>get mad but dont say anything
>frustration causes me to ruck up more
>guy is slaughtering me and openly laughing at my plays
>pretend i dont care, laugh at him for taking it so serious
>game ends, he wins
>feel a mixture of intense sadness and revulsion for the entire human race
Yet i keep playing

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>playing black ops 1
>doing good
>even went 31 and 1 yesterday in TDM
>feelsreallygood
>start playing SND
>first to die
>every round
>my world is shattered
>went hours without getting a kill
>feel like screaming
>now when I get into matches and die I immediately leave, destroying my win/loss ratio
>K.D is less than .30

Please help what am I doing wrong

>play cs go
>everyone is talking on the mic having fun making jokes and bants
>want to plug my mic and join in the fun
>start overthinking things
>I'll sound weird, my voice is soft
>heart starts racing
>quit game and get depressed

>>39179338
>playing competitive overwatch
>normie chad playing Reinhardt starts singing and being loud and obnoxious
>ask if we can focus on the game please
>he doesn't
>get fed up after a while and tell him to be quiet
>he starts berating me
>we lose
>get him in the next game
>he tells me not to play my main because I'm bad at it
>I switch to a dps
>we lose again

>playing Warcraft 3 4v4 rt
>Losing
>Enemy guy starts trash talking
>Was going to leave and say GG
>Keeps trash talking
>Rest of team left already
>Start hiding a few buildings and go do something else
>Come back, he's super mad
>Tell him he's a bitch boi and shouldnt flame others
>He gets angry now, lots of abuse coming
>I just laugh and apologize to his team mates for delaying

>Playing Overwatch ranked
>Guy starts abusing our support
>Support was doing really well though
>We tell him to stfu and keep playing
>Hes getting angrier
>Whole team just afks in base to try teach him a lesson
>Even enemy team agrees, and thank us for the free win.


Doesn't always pay off to trash talk.

those kinds of games are fucking awful for this exact reason. I quit every one I try after I realize how hard it is to take a shitty game.

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>tired of friendless loser in game
>join a normie guild
>attempt to connect with the members and have a good laugh
>the all start cracking jokes about their wives/husbands
>ask me what my "significant other"
>if I have any kids, watch sports etc
>instantly leave

>died and lost everything in the duel arena sand casino

>play any online vidya
>LoL, Csgo, pubg, etc
>no matter what will always start arguments and shit talk everyone I play with
Flaming people is so much fun, especially shitters