How is your friday night robots. >playing guitar trying to

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>gf is with her friends
>other friends are busy or have plans
>roomie that I used to be friends with doesn't talk to me anymore
>sit in my room drinking and listening to music
>too lazy/depressed to better myself or play video games
>browse 4chan and reddit

Sometimes I hope that the chest pains I've been having for a year will finally take me and I won't have to worry about finding a job or paying back student loans.

>>39163578
At least there is one other person who enjoys John Fahey in this world

>>39164049
I am learning to play like him and Robbie Basho.

I am quite decent in a variation of open C tuning. I just have to master a fuckton of other alternate tunings.

>Lying on bed
>In a dark room
>AC is on
>Browsing this cesspool

>>39163578
>and if your friday night is dreaming
>you live in the strobe
>light

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>>39163578
>tried to make spaghetti but ruined it in the microwave
>didn't try anything else because I wasn't that hungry
>consider walking to the convenience store for some sort of liquor (literally less than a tenth of a mile away)
>go up to computer to play games but feel no motivation
>feel sorta hungry and wish I could've eaten something more substantial but too tired and just want to go to bed

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>>39164480
>spaghetti in microwave

Are you literally stupid? All you have to do is put the pasta in boiling water and wait 20 minutes.

>>39164701
It was leftover from six days ago. I don't have any fresh food right now, otherwise I'd at least fry myself an egg.

>>39163578
2.5mg of ativan
some pot
now listening to Fleetwood Mac

I'm sitting in my car at a McDonalds parking lot in Boulder City. Drove all the way out here from Vegas. Was going to go to the Hoover Dam bypass bridge and go do some thinking and maybe jump. Now I'm here trying to figure out what to do.

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>>39164866
>taking a benzo without alcohol
>taking a benzo without an opioid

Jesus bro you are literally wasting that orgasmic high all through your body, at least you aree smoking weed.

>>39164916
yeah some whiskey souds amazing right now but dont wanna walk to store this late

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>>39164901
Man I know that feel I am always there.

I've attempted sudoku twice and it is scary to know your inminenth death is soon.

I am high, drunk and crying while writing this.

>>39164916
Did this last night. Woke up at noon wondering wtf happened. Benzo and booze is super cozy, not really a high

Drinking some rum. Good shit.
Was working on song but I'm really uninspired so I said fuck it.
I've been freaking out lately cause some issues but I just came to terms with them and found a solution, so I'm feeling pretty calm right now.

>>39164963
>Woke up at noon wondering wtf happened

wow you literally fell asleep you prick, try staying awake the whole time and you will come buckets.

I advice taking caffeine in pills or cocaine if you wanna stay awake.

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>>39163578
This is the second time making one yet I never got this message before. Kinda weird knowing that all those guys swiped right yet I don't know who they are yet. Girls have it on easy mode for hookups yet it's all fair game for relationships.

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>playing video games and watching anime to forget about her
>she writes me on discord we talk a little bit
>learn that she will camp in the woods with her friends and bf
>mfw i was enjoying my life until she fucked up my mood again

Playing SWAT 4 with some furfags and listening to mommy get railed by some random drunk chad in the next room.

Snorting meth
Preparing for a 48+ hour fappaton

Feels good man

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>>39165035
how does meth compare to alcohol.

I've been to countless NA meetings and the most ruined people were crackheads or methheads. I've actually never seen someone mention heroin.

>>39164953
*hugs* it will be alright anon. Just try to hold on some more, okay?

>>39165093
I meant to cocaine. Drunk and high right now.

>>39165030
Jesus christ what a cuck
I would kill both of them if something like that happened

I loved the Goodfellas! Amazing movie!

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>>39163578
>played texas holdem with my cousins
>usually get invited of pity
>cousins get mad at me when I win
>won 50 bucks tonight (10 euros a stack)
>came home and played CS GO against cheaters
>played against more cheaters
>figured CS GO is completely infested with cheaters
>start up CSS
>join a weird french server
>start wiping the floor with my enemies
>admins get mad and ban me
It was an okayish night.