>be me >have a moment of epiphany >be a completely

>>39106035
what was the epiphany?

i want to be a new person, anyone is better than who i am now

>>39106320
op is just playing mind games with himself in denial of what a loser he is.

when I was 15 I took pride in the fact I could "change myself" unlike the silly adults.

now I'm tormented by reality

>>39106350
it would be lot easier if you took the dick

>>39106374
I've gone gay enough as a result of prolonged /r9k/ use

it's actually very gross

>>39106383
not if you do it with a female(male)

>>39106350
sounds plausible, i would always look at my small realizations about life as "progress" to becoming more of an adult

i'm still fundamentally the same unmotivated loser

>>39106383
this gay shit is quite gross, i freaked out when a guy sucked my dick and i didn't even touch him.

what you masturbate to and what you would actually be willing to do sexually are quite different

>>39106400
>i freaked out when a guy sucked my dick
what did he do? kidnap you, pin you down and forcesuck your pee pee?

So I wasn't the only one that tried to find meanings in things? Life just keeps getting funnier, knowing that I was never alone like I thought.

>>39107591
>Life just keeps getting funnier
you must have a different sense of humour

>>39107639
Oh, it's a dark comedy, believe me.

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>>39107691
yeah

dark comedy

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>>39107691
>Oh, it's a dark comedy, beIieve me.

>>39107755
>>39107804
It's either you laugh or you cry, and everyone is so ignorant of how bad shit can really be, they're already laughing

>>39107830
ones who are laughing will be the ones who gets laughed at

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>>39107830
>It's either you laugh or you cry, and everyone is so ignorant of how bad shit can really be, they're already Iaughing

>>39107939
you are not funny nor smart. fuck off from my thread you cuck

>>39107591
>Life just keeps getting funnier, knowing that I was never alone like I thought
I had one of those moments; but even when I had the moment I realized that even though I was never alone spiritually, in the corporeal form I will never have friends and my life will still be painful

>>39107933
I really hope so anon, but life hasn't been shown me that they ever will
>>39108125
epiphanies are just temporary distractions

>>39108144
>epiphanies are just temporary distractions
no they're not. they give a great deal of confidence, or at least enough to not break down on a regular basis

>>39108198
Not for you, then

>>39108282
fuck off cunt

onig