I'm gonna perform a self immolation ritual in a few

>>38972285
Don't get burned.

>>38972290
>Don't get burned.
I have to though
That's kinda the whole thing

what is this procedure you are doing?
what will it do and what do you have to do to yourself?

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>>38972310
The ritual involves some basic chanting which my priest will guide my through, then dousing myself in a prepared fuel and lighting myself on fire.

although there will be others there helping me the immolation must be done alone

The goal of the ritual is to bring good luck and strong harvest to my people. I've been chosen as the sacrifice because of my youth, virginity, and social stature.

>>38972285
Invest in a sturdy tripod so we can see your livestream better.

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>>38972406
>Invest in a sturdy tripod so we can see your livestream better.
filming isn't allowed inside the temple sorry

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>>38972393
so youre gonna burn yourself to death for good luck?
well it wont work
where the fuck do you even live?

>>38972429
>well it wont work
how do you know? you haven't done it have you?
>where the fuck do you even live?
I live in the United States, my parents are involved with a religious organization here which provides us food and shelter. They've given us everything. Whether or not it works this is the least I can do.

there is a cavity in the smile of my heart desu

https://youtube.com/watch?v=FCG_blC62Hg

magic dont real

can you stream yourself burning to death when you do it

>>38972532
>magic dont real
This has nothing to do with magic
the ritual is being performed for ceres, dirty of harvest

>>38972538
No photography is allowed, leaders are very sensitive about that for legal reasons

>>38972561
can i come there and watch

>>38972561
tell me more about this deity

will you be able to remain calm through the whole thing? will you be tied down or free to run around? hope you know what you're doing.

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>>38972577
only temple leaders are allowed in during the actual burning if that's what you want to see

also peons like me aren't allowed to know the actual location of the camp lol

I think it's somewhere in Louisiana, although I know the organization has other bases throughout the south

>>38972588
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ceres_(mythology)
this is the one

>>38972604
I'm pretty calm right now, my dad told me I was selected about a month ago and I've come to terms with it

We all have our role in life, you know? And this is my role. And that's ok. I'm gonna be ok.

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I read this a few years ago, lost it somehow but anyway give it a go and read it first, the guy went through exactly what you plan to.

>>38972285
Take a fast acting poison before lighting yourself up, fire is one of the worst ways to go right next to drowning and melting to acid
Trust me you will beg the nearby people to end your misery within 5 seconds of being on fire

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>>38972577
but the whole ritual should take 5-6 hours.

There's going to be a feast afterwards and some of my ashes are to be scattered around the crops

There should be some festivities before, the camp has been preparing for this ritual for some time now. There's a jovial atmosphere, it's almost like an ushering in of a new era. People's morals have gotten low recently, we've had to move around a lot, the temple officials say that we are being hunted by evil spirits

Hopefully my sacrifice will make my people happy again

>>38972663
the events of the ritual are very exact and precise, and I have to follow the rules exactly

>>38972710
If this is not a bait then you should probably eat a protein bar, go to the local police station, report what your local "temple" has been teaching you / expect you to do in the festival and ask for them to lock up the cult before they harm anyone else

>>38972285
take out a shitton of loans and give the money to me or someone else

>>38972792
I don't live near a police station anon.
I live in a camp with other members of the organization in the middle of a large expanse of forest. My Internet access is very limited and I don't have much time.

The first few years I lived here I tried to escape many times, but it's not so bad of a place. There is a place for me here, at least. I couldn't say that before I was brought here. I felt lost.

>>38972894
I can't do that anon :)
there's no banks here. There is just the temple and the living quarters. We tend to the crops and attend religious ceremonies. It's a simple life.

Let me guess eclipse sacrifice ????

>>38972970
>Let me guess eclipse sacrifice ????
Yeah how did you know???
Is your temple doing one too?

/x] too slow for you this time of niht op?
ple go role play there.

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Nope :) I think my god has something else in mind

run the fuck away

run and don't look back

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>>38973044
They'll always catch me

when they have God on their side and I'm alone it's not so easy to get away

>>38973058
who gives a fuck about their god

clearly if you were the one chosen to burn the god does not give a fuck about you, and why should your fellow followers give a fuck about you either

you're alone but at the same time you don't have anyone to tell them where you go

don't just let yourself get burned. just run. i believe in you

>>38972943
Contact the local police station through internet, give them your location and tell them you are being held in a malevolent cults brainwashing camp

i'll be honest i am skeptic about your story but its original so fair enough
why do you feel you owe them so much? there's a whole world out there, you can find a place that will take you in, your not like me, not like most of us, you can escape, but you have to be smart about it, the gods help those who help themselves, don't just run off in the night, plan it out.

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>>38973098
it's exactly for that reason that I know that God loves me. Why else would he select me? Why else would they prepare me for this if I wasn't ready to move on? It's my time to move on. I'm ready.

>>38973109
How could I not? They've given me everything. They gave me life.

>>38972943
well ask one of your cult leaders for permission to take out loans then
but i guess if yout cult is really that remote you dont have any id so its pointless anyways

>>38973149
just fucking run idiot.

>>38973149
trust me, i have lived and died many many lives, the gods granted me chances to come back to this world and fight another day, and they would rather you run, fight, do whatever it takes to get away from this, and instead go out and work for a better world, they grew tired of sacrifices long ago, they would rather see you rejoin and better society
besides they only ever saved you so they could do this, would you still be a virgin if they wanted to treat you as any other? no, your just there sacrificial lamb, they will bleed you as a stuck pig and feel nothing.

>>38972285
Please don't do it, do anything else.

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>>38973194
>>38973511
Running isn't an option. I've tried before and it only results in punishment and suffering.

I can't escape my fate. I can't run from destiny. This is the end.

>>38973586
do you think i would be alive now if i felt that way? make a plan, outsmart them, you can, you have time, and if it comes down too it fight them, whats the worst that can happen? thy shoot or stab you? ive died from both, many many times, trust me it beats burning alive. chances are there afrade to really hurt you, shooting and stabbing i mean, they will hold back, if you don't, you will win, you can escape, like i said though, don't just fight your way out, be smart, know several paths, you have the internet at your finger tips, learn escape and evasion, theres ways to hide and never be found

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OP DONT DO IT

ok just go ahead

>>38973586
>eclipse sacrifices
ooga


booga

>>38973677
>you have time
The eclipse is coming very soon.
I've been here for at least five years. I've lost track of time.

>>38974265
that's 5 years of getting to know the place, 5 year of learning its ins and outs and weak points, 5 years to know where the weapons are stored and who you may need to take out on the way, is one man responsible for finding you each time? end him b4 you run he wont find you again. ect. you got 11days, it can be done especially with internet access, hell if you know where you are on the map you can use google maps to find the easiest paths out, just be sure to have alternate escapes, and maybe even leave fake trails on your computer, say your going left then go right, ect.

This reads like the plot of a horror film. Wow OP, if what you are saying is true take the advice posted in this thread and run to a police station or something. There is no reason to burn yourself to death.

Please do it, one less gullible retard in this world. Hopefully the whole temple goes up in flames with you and kills everyone inside.