Anyone cope with their problems by putting a gun to their head

used to do the same thing with a knife to my wrist, just be careful, giving yourself the option is never good, breathe or some dumb shit instead.

I wish I could pull the trigger
I'm too much of a coward
I'm WEAK
Mentally cucked myself out of having a whole some life

Also drugs only made it better for about 9 months
Booze only 3
Also fuck Jew pills

SAME
i also smoke a few cigs

I really wanna fall over dead but i feel like if i did it somehow id shoot too high or low and the emts who are like two houses down would come and keep me alive. dry firing is relievibg but actually shootibg it would have my heart pounding

wouldn doing it even at a hospital with a double barrel in the mouth to the soft palate be literal instant death even if it just hits part of the brain


for me knowing theres a way to die is just a mental safety thing

>>38970975
>wanting the police to melt down your raifu after you die

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>>38971236
I end up smoking half a pack of cigarettes in the bathroom with a shotgun to my head til I'm too tired to cry and my throat hurts
Every month that goes by NOTHING gets better
IVe been waiting YEARS to fell better but alas I only seem to be in a deeper hole
Feeling the way I do has prevented me from any normal romantic relationship or social life
Cucked myself out of good work too because weed is the only thing that can keep me in a bearable mood for when I need to do adult things like work and such

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>>38971344
i cantbrelate too much man im sorry

my double barrel is too wide to fit on tge roof between my teeth but wouldnto the soft palate like this even with emt neighbors almost certainly mean id be dead instantly? or am i just wishfully thinking? like i said i am too pussybto do it but have to know a way wherebi dobt end up in a nursing home

>>38971399
i meant i can relate not cant

sorry about that

>>38970975
i just play russia roulette. pull the trigger twice if i live time to suck it up kiddo.

>>38970975
How do you feel after that? More relaxed or anything? You only need to pull the trigger so you have the choice to kill you anytime.