What depression and anxiety meds you on? >tfw wanted

>Trileptal
600mg a day
>Zyprexa
10mg
>Vyvance
30mg

Lyrica 300mg
Valium 5mg take if necessary (I usually take 15mg)
Ambien 10mg, take 20mg

>>38965605
How is the ambiance?
My uncle had it and said it gave him nightmares

I just got put on ativan last week. Next week im gonna ask for something stronger...it does take the edge off though

How do I even find a doctor?
I don't know how to live, sorry.

Was on 20mg of cipralex but it didnt do shit so now im on 50mg of pristiq but i havent seen the doctor yet to ask for a larger dose

>>38965874
Makes me feel drunk. No nightmares here though.

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>the medications don't work

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>>38966404
I'm sorry friend.
They just put me on paxil.
I hope it works

20mg of cipralex and 450 welbutrin

I haven't noticed anything really

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>>38966404
>the meds make you feel trapped inside of your own body
>inside an internal cage as someone else operates your body

Clonazepam.

It's literally the "become a normie" drug

You take it and you suddenly become yourself.
Let out all the anxieties and fears

venlafaxine, 150 mg

i still got some xanax that's a little over expiration date and i wonder whether it would be safe to take?
also have some left-over olanzapine, but i'm not messing with that shit.

>>38965518
60 mg of prozac and 30mg of vyvance.

i dont really feel the effects of the prozac anymore (used to be on 90mg when i was in highschool) but the vyvance is a life saver

>>38966516
you sure that's the meds? depersonalization can happen during depression, in high stress situations.
it's a really fucked up feeling (at least for me). hang on there, anon.

>>38965966
Go to your primary care physician and get a referral to a psychiatrist.

>>38966470
Good fucking luck, anon. My sister just went through like 5 days of Paxil withdrawal

>>38966747
I feel like I'm going crazy
>come up with insane story that explained what was going on in my life
>envision my thoughts and potential actions as a greentext that a couple of anons posted
>each greentext is a consequence I am thinking of if I decide to do X or Y
>get completely consumed in it and believe in it
>wake up the next day and feel like something is off
>the greentexts that I thought to be 100% real were just things I made up myself to cope with socializing
also
>just woke up from a 2 year long delusion I had been having and didn't even notice
>every time I tried to get sober the pain would come creeping back
>just smoke it all away and run further
>made it worse
I'm probably just insane.

>>38965518
enjoy your physical addiction OP, you'll be wishing you were dead after 3 months on it and go a day without it.

>>38965518
They still prescribe Ativan? It's fucking lethal dude enjoy your brain melting

>>38966516
i had this happen to me for a week and it was the most awful experience of my life, I can still remember how shitty it felt. I can't imagine living like that for longer than a week. Sorry anon.

>>38966893
An antipsychotic might help you anon. I got prescribed olanzapine for recurring depersonalization and it pretty much stopped it

>>38967037
Even without the meds I have felt that way. It just amplified it up to 11
>>38967059
I feel like I have been 100 different people, and each day I am someone else. Is this what you mean?

>>38965518
I just started on 20mg Citalopram last Friday.

>bottle says not to drink while taking it
>wash it down with whiskey

>>38967076
I'm sure it can feel like a lot of things. I'd feel completely dissociated from my body, like I'm a tiny being in my brain observing every sensory input at once, to the point that lights and sound from something like a tv would feel completely overwhelming.

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Klonopin, prozac, trazadone, seroquel.

>>38967353
I feel like that sometimes, especially when I am talking to someone. It's like things zoom out and I'm hearing what they say while looking through a window, the window being my eyes.
hard to explain because I'm a brainlet. I'll get check though

>>38967059
i'm seconding this anon's recommendation of olanzapine. it will flat you out - you'll feel simply serene. it will force you to have normal sleep patterns if taken regularly - you will feel well rested.
for me the only downside was that i got fatter. from 60 kg to 80 kg. if you're a weighlet it may not even be a con for you - just eat fruits and veggies when you're hungry.

>>38967397
Yeah it was a pain to describe to the psychiatrist.

>>38967470
Original anon. I was hungry skeleton at 110lbs and went up to about 125-130 so it was actually great for me. I feel much healthier and even started exercising.

>>38967397
depersonalization
we can really say "i know that feel" and mean it.
my therapist said to do body awareness exercises when this happens: breath in, breath out. notice how your chest expands, notice how your lungs fill with air. put your hand on your chest, notice how your heart beats. notice how the soles of your feet feel the ground beneath you. notice how your skin feels the clothes you wear. it's your heart, your lungs, your hand, your feet., your skin
after a while you will "get back".

I'm on none because I'm not a depressed faggot.

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>take 10mg of generic
>gives me stomach aches and worsened my anxiety
One day i'll find the right pills.

>>38965518
I used to be on 200 mg of Zoloft, but I stopped taking it in late august of last year.

I am considering going back on it again. Should I do it?

>>38965518
I self-medicate with tianeptine as needed for depression, particularly for alleviating loss of willpower.

Works really well, but apparently it can be opiate-level addictive for some people, so I'm not sure if I could recommend it. Probably way cheaper than every other medication, though, a months supply costs 20 dollars, and you could probably cut that figure in half if you buy it in bulk.

>>38967606
there's also derealization which can sometimes happen to people with depersonalization.
now that is like some kind of strange drug trip. it only happened to me once after a long streak of workaholism and sleeping 1-2 hours a day. i went out of office and down to the subway and suddenly i *knew* that everything around me was CGI. people were weird 3d dolls, their animation was awful, there were fucking low-res textures on walls. light was obviously premade with light maps. everything was fake as fuck. it lasted just a minute or so, but it was the most intense experience bordering on madness that i'd ever had.

>>38967644
you're a lucky sum' bitch

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Just took 10 mg of ativan.

Wish me luck on my journey

>>38968064
Not really luck, I just got myself out of depression by using my own methods.

>>38968190
it's still lucky. When you're in it, it don't quite look like you'll ever be out.

>>38968164
lol, see you in a couple days anon

>>38966748
Not him but how do you have a primary care physician and get a referral?

>>38968236
Call a family doctor or general practitioner and set up an appointment.

Tell him than you feel depressed and want to see a psychiatrist.

Set appointment and go see psychiatrist.

>>38968307
seem like a lot of work especially when depressed

>>38968307
>family doctor

I haven't been to a doctor in 5 years and I'm deathly terrified of asking my parents who he/she is/was and if I'm even on their insurance to have a doctor still

>>38968361
I obviously don't know if you're like me, but I did it on a "good day."

>>38968364
Don't tell them anything if you don't want to. Just ask if you're still on the insurance and if you can get the insurance information because you want a check up.

If you feel like you need to see a doctor you really really should, Anon.

120mg cymbalta, 2-6mg ativan

I feel like my memory's going to shit, any other robots experience this?

>>38968551
It's the Ativan dude. Literally causes dimensia.

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Hijacking this thread for a very serious question:

I have an upcoming drug test and I recently took 0.5mg of xanax yesterday. I'm a fucking idiot and forgot that it's a controlled substance that shows up on drug tests, and I don't have a prescription so if it shows up I'm fucked.

It'll be about 60 hours between ingestion and the time I get tested. I'm relatively fit, and I've been running and drinking a lot of water. What are my chances of passing?? To any anons that can help me, god bless you

>>38965518
>1g depakote but I'm anemic now so that might discontinued
>.5mg risperidone
>xanax only when needed (leaving the house for job apps or docs appointments). its the only one that works.

>>38968618
60 hours is safe

>>38968551

>tried cymbalta never feelt so shit before
>was fucking trash cried like a bitch

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>>38968668
I really hope so, anon. I've got another day to do cardio and drink green tea and water. Lend me your energy, pls.

>>38965518
been on 200 mg of zoloft for 5 years
i dont remember the last time i felt an emotion

>>38966404
>>the medications don't work
What now? Took anti-whatnots for 2 years and it was side effect torture, the psych said there's nothing he can do for me. Now I drink but fairly sure I have ulcers after a few years of it.

>>38968672
Iktf anon, doctor is keeping me on it for another 2 weeks to see if anything changes even though it's been 3 months of the same stuff.

Ativan is good you fucking bananahead

>>38966470
It didn't work for me and made me fat and probably is what triggered my bulimia. Watch out for your appetite, dude.

>>38965518
Wellbutrin
Lithium
Abilify
Propranolol
Too drunk to remember the doses
I've been on over a dozen psychiatric meds so ask me anything I guess

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>>38969355
Why don't you just stop being depressed?

>>38969036
>velfaxine
>shaky legs and nausea
>try anything meds and it hits me super fast
>stop
>go to mental hospital
>tried 4-6 meds before
>tell doc
>put me on it again
>but lowest possible dose
>around 35 mg
>he said i might have some wierd liver thingy that 6% of bebole have
>sensitive to antidepressants
>feel like super man for the last 3 weeks

doc rly helped me and feelt like a human and and not just pushing meds into me for jew money

>>38969406
Why don't you just stop shitposting?
You don't know how?
How uncanny
me too

40mg fluoxetine (Prozac) and 1mg Ativan (lorazepam).

I don't even feel the Ativan anymore idk why I take it. At least Prozac killed my sex drive and keeps anxiety relatively low so I don't feel tfwnogf as much anymore.

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>>38969468
Chill, it was just a joke. I'm on a few medications myself.

>Venlafaxine 225 mg
>Buproprion 300 mg

>>38969509
Sorry bud, I did try and caution that I'm hideously drunk. What are you on?

>>38969530
Quetiapine 200mg daily, 100mg zoloft and amphetamine.

>>38969601
seroquel made my little brother gain 30lbs in under a year. what amphetamines are you on bruh?

>>38969617
Dexedrine. Take it in the morning and early afternoon so that I can focus on things.

>20mg Adderall XR
>300mg Wellbutrin XR

Tried Celexa for a few months, but I couldn't stop feeling like a zombie. It also increased my yearning to commit suicide.

>>38966404
most ant dep meds take a month for so to even do shit
be patient

>>38969677
My dude, how did you get on dexedrine?

>>38969732
Doctor gave me a prescription. He's a bit of a clueless doormat, so getting stuff out of him ain't hard.

Raw opium and occasionally methamphetamine.

>>38969744
I hope to god you don't abuse it too hard. good shrinks (aka easily manipulated shrinks) are hard to come by

>>38969817
Where do you get raw opium?

>>38969832
>shrink
Is this an american term?

>>38969744
Did you get that prescription in the 1950s?

>>38969857
Shrink is a derogatory term for any mental health professional.

>>38969880
Actually it's just my GP :^)

>>38965568
>Zyprexa
Ayy

>>38969846
Growing poppies. Its very potent. Withdrawals are horrible though. 10x worse than 150mg/day vicodin withdrawals.

I'm on citolopram. It doesn't work and if I quit, I lose my ability to live normally for at least 3 weeks

Antipsychs are literal jew. Stick to antidepressants but seriously consider your daily habits and utilizing your breaks to the best that you can think of and then some.

>>38967953
god dam, what was that like?
i've been on zoloft for a few weeks, but only at 50mg

>>38969913
This. Seroquel is fucking terrible.

>>38966470
Paxil was made by Satan himself. The withdrawals were the worst 2 weeks I've ever had.

187.5mg Venlafaxine, Xanax as needed.

>>38969904
First time I ever tried actual opium I overdosed and had to force myself to stay awake because I was afraid I would stop breathing if I fell asleep. I was messed up for a solid 7-8 hours.

40mg of fluoxetine and 200mg of quetiapine.

Last antidepressant I took was phenelzine. Beginning of last year. The dose I was prescribed wasn't working and my psychiatrist was a lazy, indifferent piece of shit who I could only see every three months so I upped the dose without asking or telling him (after looking up the maximum dosage of course) and for a period of time (was it two weeks? I don't remember) I actually felt happy, motivated, natural in social situations and wanted to get out and see people. It was like night and day. I had a couple of shitty people tell me I seemed like I was on drugs because of how different I was acting.

But I couldn't keep taking it at that dosage because it stopped me from being able to piss, so I had to lower the dosage and then the effect went away. Eventually stopped taking it. Can't remember why. Probably the dietary restrictions. Phenelzine withdrawals are terrible and I had raging headaches that meant all I could do was lie in bed and try to will myself asleep. Not sure why I didn't want to titrate off it. I think I might've run out and wasn't willing to go into town to get more.

Writing this reminds me how fucked up my memory has become as a result of being isolated indoors for so long.

>>38965518
Effexor XR and Klonopin. I don't wish I were dead anymore, and I can sleep without anxiety induced bed drenching night sweats, so they work bretty gud I guess.

>>38966563
Really? I was prescribed it last year and I didn't notice any difference. I took a higher dose to see if it would help and it just made me sleepy.

Biggest change I noticed was that little prodding voice inside that something I was doing was embarrassing didn't seem to matter to me anymore. But that just worried me, that I knew I should be embarassed and wasn't.

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I just vape about .3 grams about 3-4 times a day. Helps me stay calm, doesn't cure my depression (obviously) but it makes it a lot easier to deal with.

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>>38969923
At first, great. I felt resurgent happiness and was able to focus.

But then, there were side effects. For like 2 weeks I couldn't jerk off at all. After that, I could jerk off, but only with great difficulty. Also, I would feel dizziness each day from the drugs, and my emotions felt duller. Additionally, I went from being a staunch conservative to an indifferent liberal.

In september, after 6 months of taking it, I weaned myself off of Zoloft by decreasing my dose by 50 mg every 4 days. During this time, I felt so dizzy that I felt like at any moment I would fall on the floor. After I stopped taking it, however, I became very depressed and dropped out of college, which brings me to my present condition. I am considering taking it again, because the winter is always the worst for me, and if I feel like this in the summer, then I can only imagine how horrible this winter will be. Its like last winter never fully ended...

50mg of Amisulpride. I'm supposed to take 100mg but every time I took the upped dose I got more sleepy and got tension headaches (but that might've been a coincidence).

>>38966470
been on paxil for 2 years... does wonders for social anxiety but if you miss a dose you will die
also it makes you fat and kills your libido
it didnt work for my depression tho

Im on tobacco. Around 1 pack per day.

>>38968822
Yo also down some ginger. Ginger kombucha worked for me.

Good luck

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>Tfw I wanted to get adderall, but got Strattera

Fucking kill me lads. Does strattera even do anything ? All It made me feel is pissed off.

>>38970712
Actually has been studied to provide the same effects as anti-psychs. Might I recommend switching to organic and/or additive free blends and/or switch to vaping all together?

>>38970695
I just got put on paxil. This weekend I was out camping, I did a bit of drinking and smoked a lot. By the time I got home i figured it was too late for my morning dose and I would just continue the next day. It was absolute hell.

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Effexor 150mg
I don't love anyone anymore and I'm not sure if it's me, them or the meds

>>38967291
Don't keep doing that.
You can drink a little on it but if you push it you'll always have the potential to turn into Linda Blair, anywhere, real quick-like.

>>38972038
I don't know what that means.
Origeroni

I just got Zoloft. I went in hoping for adderall. How the fuck do you get adderall?

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>>38972091
You will.
Best of original luck, anon.

>>38972104
ADHD not depression you dumb fuck

>>38965518
Depression. 100mg Pristiq (desvanlafaxine). Use to take Zoloft (up to 300mg when I was at my worst) but it wasn't working for me after a while. Pristiq has been great.

>>38972104
>>38972169
You're fucked. You'll get Wellbutrin instead and they'll tell you it's because this drug has also been used in treating ADHD. Just jump off the ride, senpai.