>talking to my mother
>she asked if i'm ok
>"yeah"
>you always seem sad. You're not having a few depressing thoughts?
>"haha no, i'm just often tired and kinda bored"
>planning to kill myself next month
Should i say something to her? She's so oblivious, of course i'm depressed. I haven't had a friend in 10 years and i've never had a gf. I never leave the house and i haven't laughed in like 3 months. I feel like i should atleast say i'm going through tough times so my death doesn't seem so surprising.
>>38944107
Nah, just do it faggot.
Talk to her about your problems so you can get help. Don't kill yourself anon, you'll break her heart.
>>38944107
Quit being a pussy and instead if killing yourself do something else like build a birdhouse or some shit.
>>38944303
>open up about your catastrophic depression and self-destructive urges
>"Anon, I think you need to move out."
>she gets a new Chad son three days later that she can fuck on the reg
>>38944107
If she's asking about you, then that means that she cares.
Don't kill yourself that's just stupid
If you honestly want to die then don't say shit to anyone.
Every time I have, my plans get fouled in some way and Ive ended up suffering for a much greater time because of it.
>i haven't laughed in like 3 months
>"haha no, i'm just often tired and kinda bored"
>haha
You fucking liar.
>>38944303
This. Don't say she's oblivious she obviously see's you hurting but respects your privacy enough not to pry. Go talk to your Mom.
Everyone reading this, go talk to your Mom.
>>38944107
your life is yours to take
talking about it will only set up road blocks to the inevitable
>>38944445
A fake laugh isn't an actual laugh anon
>>38944303
I can't wait another 15+ years for her to pass awayto be able to kill myself.
>>38944107
Not trying to downplay your situation OP, we're in the same boat here, but I wish my mom would ask me how I was feeling sometimes. She cares about you and loves you, please talk to her. Talking about it does help.
OP are you still there? pls hang in there
>>38944554
He didn't specify that he hadn't have a genuine laught.