My cat Smeagol just died.
I feel like a part of me has been ripped out. I walk into my room, and I expect to see him, but he's not there. Yesterday, I took him to the vet because he could barely move, and I wanted to see what was wrong with him; I'd gladly go in debt to have him helped. The Vet told me it was a large tumor. They asked me if I wanted him cremated, and I said I wanted to take him to bury him. I took him home in the towel that he laid on in his last moments, and I slowly dug the hole , then slowly buried him in, saying no words, just tears. I wake up throughout the night just like it was a nightmare, but I look up at his perch, and I don't see him. I just want him back.
>>38942119
digging the hole yourself is some kind of bravery
but he's dead nigga, maybe his ghost will offer you protection against evil spirits
I'm really sorry that you lost your cat anon. The death of a pet is never easy.
>>38942166
Well they say that cats guard the gates to hell/afterlife, so maybe I am protected.
>>38942119
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not orig
Last shot for your cat... rip Smeagol
>>38942370
ty anon.
This was what he looked like. He was my best friend. It hurts unbelievably.
>>38942119
People come and people go. It is the way of the world.
I'm sorry for your loss anon, I know it hurts. I'll drink to Smeagol tonight friend.
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>>38942119
Real handsome cat. Sorry for your loss.
I lost my dog to cancer last year. It really sucked, and I spent a lot of money on medical bills too (no regrets). I still miss her. Time is the only thing that helps. Keep strong, friend.
RIP pets, fuck cancer <3
>>38942119
fuck you and your cat, you have a gf and don't belong on this board you fucking normie
>>38942644
How the fuck would you know that I have a gf?
>>38942119
He's already started to rot.
>>38942119
I'm sorry for your loss OP.
Losing a pet always hurts.
Try to focus on the good times you spent together instead of focusing on the negatives that death brings.
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>>38942666
do you have a gf? answer the question
Go get you another cat.
>>38942119
>cat
>i look up at his perch
Did you keep him in a birdcage too?
Sorry OP. Ive lost many pets in my life and its always difficult, especially when you have a strong bond with them. The last pet i lost was Edgar here. He was such a chill cat and was my best bro for years. He ended up developing some neurological disorder, they thought it was a brain tumor. I still feel guilty for waiting so long to do what i knew had to be done, but he would be all fucked up one day and then seem fine the next, so i was hesitant. His last day was very unpleasant and i had to drive him to the vet in the middle of a blizzard to end his pain. It was a few days after christmas.
Oh, I am so sorry. I'd be devastated at the loss of my cat, too. At least Smeagol passed on knowing that you loved him, and knowing that he loved you. If you believe in an afterlife, now would be a good time to take comfort in that. I personally think that all cats would go to heaven. But, if religion isn't your thing, then you'll always have your memories of him, and the satisfaction of knowing he had a good life. There's no replacing your buddy, but maybe some time in the future there'll be another animal in your life for you to be kind to and feel joyful with. I wish you the best, OP. You seem like a sweetheart. Chin up, but it's alright to be sad right now.