>feel sane and good for 30 minutes to an hour >just to

>>38932304
Same here. Currently pumped up on antidepressants and about to start therapy to deal with this shit.

>>38932323

God bless you man and wishing the best. 99% that therapy is the only possible solution for severe depression, that and medication.

>>38932304
Yeah man, it sucks. And now my mom is on my case because I'm not happy go lucky everyday anymore. I'm sorry your son is a genetic dead end.

>>38932304
Im like half and half most of the time.
Kudos for only having an hour of content and not offing yourself yet

>>38932372
Being a fuck up is not your fault. Not seeking help is the worst thing anyone can do, the younger you are and the sooner you get help the better it is.

>>38932383
I always hope for the best regardless, I had an amazing month long period around this time last year. There scariest thing is when your life in a sense don't change so you have no reason to feel gradually worse, it's just your mental health.