>playing gmod with online friend
>playing sandbox
>"hey lets do a deathmatch"
>"ok"
>he kicks my ass despite me having 2200 hours in gmod and him having half my playtime
>say "GOD DAMNIT WHY AM I SO USELESS EVEN IN SHIT I DO LITERALLY ALL DAY"
>literally on the brink of tears
>shut off my pc and check my surroundings
>dive into bed and start bawling my eyes out
>torn between starving myself as punishment or eating food to feel less sad
which do i choose
>>38923498
neither will solve your problem; just go for a walk or something, reset and recharge your mentality, then go back to whatever you wanna do m8
that's the only real way to temporarily fix it, the only permanent fix, of course, is to get better if it really bothers you that much
iktf. feels pointless doing anything because even if I get better at a competitive game than my friends I know for sure if they put even a little bit of the effort I did in then they'd be better. I never feel good about winning because of this. I can't even be the smart type of autistic ffs.
>>38923498
stop being a fucking sperg retard
>>38923498
>Not playing star wars rp.
You're right you are fucking useless
iktfb
>played a series since it's start in 2006
>almost 11 years in and I'm still only moderately good and have a kd of 1.75
>>38923677
I guess I'll add I also punch myself in the face when I fuck up in it and have given myself several black eyes and bruises.
>>38923498
>tfw set new PR dumping on people yesterday
>secretly know i'll never get paid for being good
>still hope it might work out
starve yourself, it will save money
if it makes you feel any better think about how many hours on gmod you spent actually using the weapons, most likely very few. Also they're recoilless HL2 weapons - he may as well have beaten you in a 1v1 at call of duty
>>38923498
This gimp seriously thinks 2k hours of poseing furry ragdolls and making them fuck should grant him fps competence. Stop over useing the word literally on 4chan and go play a shooter if you want to be good at shooting, you fucking retard