I think I may have achieved the ultimate form of robot-dom.
I have never had a crush, had someone I liked, or someone I'd like to date since I was 14. I have no friends at all, and I have no emotional connection to my parents. I used to have friends but I had no desire to maintain the relationships, so they fell apart.
Two people have confessed to being in love with me, but in both instances, I only found them tolerable, and felt absolutely nothing. They were both guys, and although I'm "bi", I wasn't interested. I dated one for three years, and I just broke it off with the other out of frustration for feeling nothing.
I felt nothing when I broke up with them.
I'm not a pyschopath, I can feel empathy, and people think I'm kind. But, I can't seem to form emotional connections with people.
What the fuck do I do?
I've completely lost my sex drive and haven't masturbated for over 6 months. My old hobbies were watching ecchi anime and masturbating.
>>38913615
I jack off daily and although sex felt better, I prefer it to sex because I get to do it alone
>I dated one for three years
>I may have achieved the ultimate form of robot-dom
>>38913689
I didn't like it and it only served to evidence the fact that I can't have relationships with humans
>>38913716
>I didn't like it
it doesn't even matter if you liked it or not
and the fact that you spent 3 years together proves that you actually can have relationships with humans.
>>38913752
Regardless, does the fact that I would rather never have a relationship becaus I hated it not mean that I am, to some abstract degree, a robot?
>>38913822
no because not wanting to have relationships doesn't make you a robot. not being able to make them is and you were clearly able to have relationships with people.
get over yourself and stop thinking about mundane shit lol