I can't be the only one here
felt like sharing an incident that probably majorly contributed to my anxiety
>living with aunt and uncle who gave me away for adoption in second grade the day after Christmas without telling me until the day before
>live with foster mom for two years make friends but never that close
> enter 4th grade meet this kid alex and we instantly become best friends.
> now december of school year, getting adopted by foster mom
> tell best friend, he doesnt really say anything so I'm thinking he doesnt really care
> the next day tells me that he bets my Adopted mom found me in a dumpster and that my parents threw me away like trash
> dont really respond but inside feel like shit
> go home and hide in my room and cry for an hour wondering why he would say something like that
> next day don't really talk to him and avoid him and continue avoiding him for a month
> asks me what he did for me to avoid him. I don't bother explaining and start talking to him again
> 11 years later I still remember what he said
after that I don't ever mention that I'm adopted to anyone. I look very different from my white mom since I'm half mexican but I just say my dad was never in the picture. besides that I never felt like I belonged anywhere because of the shit I've been through early in my life adopted mom cut off contact with me two years and a half years ago because I'm gay and shes very religious. i just feel very alone in the world now
>>38907142
I'm not adopted OP
But here's a bump
A bump to remind you that you aren't alone
>>38907142
Is this legit a jojo refrence?
bump anon
>>38907142
tl;dr but i will bump ya m8
>>38907462
thank you
>>38907522
what's that?
>>38907142
Was his last name Gillham by any chance?
>>38908495
no it wasnt
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