saturday night... who's gonna be alone today while people

shit, i'm the most lonely person in this fucking world... even in r9k ;(

Watching Alice in Wonderland and browsing 4chan. Depressed as fuck

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>>38878198
Not with me here.

My life is in ruins.

>>38878265
i'm often pretty depressed when i stay at home on friday and saturday nights, but don't know why yesterday and today i didn't feel so sad.
sometimes being at home is good

>>38877735
>keep tracking of the days of the week
>having even any abstract idea of the concept of normies going out and having fun, and then being able to compare yourself to them
I only know it's Saturday when you fags start making threads crying about it

>>38878295
>>38878198
It's my 21st bday tomorrow y'all can fuck off. I feel like shit

Hey OP,another one here.

What could we do tonight to ease the loneliness?

>invited oneitis to hang out this weekend
>accepts
>claims she's going through shit, can't make it
>ends up coming out here
>gets pissed at me over dumb shit
>saw a snap of her going out while I'm here doing fucking nothing

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>>38878369
>It's my 21st bday tomorrow y'all can fuck off
Still a babby and thinks he has it rough.

>>38878324
That s like me I don't even know what the point is anymore I don't want to be

>>38877735
I prefer being alone. You've gotta get past those feelings and not give a shit. That's when the normies come and want to do stuff in my experience.

Not going to give you the whole be yourself shit because you have to have to be around others who are like you.

being an autist around normies will make you feel like shit. hang around other autists and spergs.

I hang with nerds and furfags. I'm not even a furry. But they like me and I've fucked a few.

Best advice I can give is find people who can tolerate and maybe even having something in common with you.

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ive realised that I can't be apart of that life. Fuck it was hard to accept at an age like 20 but I came to terms with a lot of personalIv philosphies and just really understood that Normies and I do not think under the same pretenses, whenever I talk to someone I can tell they just view and experience life differently to me and I now accept those differences and chose lowkey solitude and calm to bass thumping clubs and buying into capitalist nightlife.

Seriously thought I went to a club and fucking despised it, went to bars and pubs and the music was still deafening. Whats the point? Dancing? because I dont care about dancing with strangers. If i were to dance Id want to do it with friends, SO or someone I generally care about and want to have fun with. also you have to pay for entry, over priced drinks, the cloak room. its just a big capitalist trap for normies trying to fit in.

I kissed a girl and I fucking despised it. I dont know if i dont want intimacy or not. Maybe it was the specific girl and I wasn't attracted to her. but even so I cant see myself ever enjoying a kiss after that. Its not like the lips on other girls are going to be biologically different. They feel weird and hard.

Im sexually active but Im not into sex. Ive always been a bit revolted by normal penetration porn. I only watch bdsm stuff. vaginas look weird and the look of a girl with open legs just... puts me off. like I wanna orgasm, but I dont think I wanna actually have intercourse.

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>>38878400
>gets pissed at me over dumb shit
>saw a snap of her going out while I'm here doing fucking nothing
She got pissed at you so she doesn't guilt herself for not going out with you.
Beta orbiters gonna orbit.

Me, my last friend ghosted me, usually I'd hang with him and his roommates but I'm johnny-no-mats yet again

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>>38878198
>I can't even lie I been lonely as fuck
>I can't even lie I been lonely as fuck
>I can't even lie I been lonely as fuck
>I can't even lie I been
>Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely
>>38878400
>snapchat
>not transcending beyond the desire for a oneitis

>>38878348
this guy gets it

>>38878384
kill ourselves or just accept reality with ice cream and anime girls while we wish that they could be real to love us and heal all the wounds