Are there any legal or illegal drugs that makes it easier for

>>38867140
you could bash your front lobe with an alluminium baseball bat i heard that could help

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>>38867140
>Are there any legal or illegal drugs that makes it easier for unlikable autists to think that they're liked by others?

>>38867140
Amphetamines give me confidence. Get a prescription for Adderall or any ADHD medicine. They make you hyped, productive, and confident. The comedown sucks, but you can't have it all.

If you wanna be happy and get shit done amphetamines are the way to go

there's some other shit like Phenibut if you have crippling anxiety but want to actually have friends , not sure what it's classed as tho

>>38869516
How do you get a prescription though?

>>38869516
>>38869614
I have bipolar and I've been in a difficult mania for a couple of months now. I don't think I can take stimulants without going into a psychosis, but I'll have to ask my psychiatrist about that. Man, I don't know how I'm going to bring these things up with my psychiatrist. First I have to wait 2 months to get an appointment and then I have to somehow convince her to let me try new drugs.

The thing is that I'm in pain every day and I'm also in a constant dopamine high from thinking about all the things that I'm going to write in my suicide note that I'm delusional enough to think will solve the inherent problems of money and democracy. I'm homeless. I've never had a job. I dropped out of high-school. I should really just kill myself and delete my suicide note, but I also really want to test out what effects different drugs have on me.

I'm actually set on killing myself if I can't find any drug that turns my unlikable autist shut-in butt into someone that people want to be around. I know how good it can feel to be liked by others. I will never be able to go back to being a wizard. I just want people to like being around me. I would be happy being the crazy hunchbacked village junkie as long as it made people laugh and enjoy themselves, but I can only imagine how difficult it must be to develop such a personality that's funny and not just sad and cringy, especially for someone with my disabilities.

I'm so fucking unlikable. No one at the homeless shelter wants to hook me up with any drugs even though I offer them tons of money >"Nah, bro, I'm clean. Leave me alone"
Fuck you Andre. You're as clean as your sink

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>meet this girl who sells me weed
>first time going to her place to pick up
>she answers the door with no pants
>on the phone saying "he just fell asleep" as she hands me my shit
>get a weird sense of deja vu
>say thank you and close the door and leave
>as I'm driving away acknowledge i misread the situation super hard
>also start to vaguely remember a greentext
>another anon had a dealer who he described as doing the same shit
>remember that the anon said that another anon also met her in the same way I did
>went through the same pattern I'm about to describe
>she apologizes for being on the phone
>say its ok and wanted to ask her if she could get anything else but sounded busy
>says yes and asks me why
>reply that weed gets boring and wanted to try some shrooms
>texts back saying she'll try
>mfw my story is almost verbatim like those 2 other anon's but with different drugs
>worried that she felt the same way
holy fuck anons, this is fucking crazy. am I going crazy? this can't be a coincidence

>>38870565
I'm bi polar too I take a buncha meds everyday and I can tell you if you do not have an actual suicide plan and means to carry out said plan you are just an attention whore.
Srsly give meds a shot I mean I don't get really really happy about stuff but I don't get depressed either it's a nice meh feeling 24/7

>>38870565
I'm bipolar II and take 100mg of Lamical every day as a mood stabilizer. I take 60mg of Vyvanse in the morning (start with a lower dose) and a 10mg instant release Adderall tablet as a booster in the afternoon. I also take 45mg of Restoril to sleep, but I wouldn't recommend it. Get your ass a mood stabilizer and some amphetamine. Lamictal and Adderall are dirt cheap when you get generics, but unless you have insurance of the Vyvanse copay card you'll be paying about $725 for 60 30mg pills a month, probably lower if you just get 30 60mg pills. Adderall XR is a cheaper alternative because it has generic versions but it isn't as smooth as Vyvanse and won't last as long. It's also effected by your stomach content more than Vyvanse.

>>38871315
Sorry, meant to say "insurance OR the Vyvanse copay card"

>>38870720
>>38871315
I'm bipolar 1. I'm prescribed with lithium, zyprexa and sleeping pills. Zyprexa removes the pain that I always feel in my chest, but it also gives me less pleasure when I masturbate so I stopped taking it. I assume that because it makes me feel less pleasure when I masturbate it also gives me a weaker feedback mechanism loop between effort and reward when I do other things.

I lifted weights 6 days a week for an entire year when I was on zyprexa but it didn't make me feel any better at all. I didn't feel this drive that other people feel that makes them want to keep working out. I just kept doing it because I had nothing else to do. When I'm on zyprexa I'm not getting enough pleasure from doing the things that are good for me, so how am I supposed to get the drive to do those things? I want to learn how to make people like me but I can only learn how to do that if people's faintest smiles makes me feel good inside. It doesn't on zyprexa.

I have some zyprexa in my bag and I can't deal with this pain any more. I'm probably going to take some because I'm a fucking pussy. I'm going to get low libido and feel less pleasure in life just to get rid of the pain. I normally masturbate 8 times a day but on zyprexa I only masturbate once a week and that's only to weird ass porn.