is there an easy way to die without having to actually kys per se? like how to get a pulmonary embolism or brain cancer? i dont wanna attempt and then live and actually attempting is something that is too much for me and feels overwhelming even though i really truely wish i would not wake tomorrow
life isnt bad for me but i feel like it would be better to die than die at 70 in hospice
does that make me a pussy? i know
my parents would call me an idiot and tell me i couldnt even kms right if i lived
Get addicted to a dangerous drug
>>38859552
Take up smoking
but we love you OP so don't
>>38859598
i already smoke but only a few a day. i dont wanna smoke a pack a day i feel like that would make me cough a lot
and im not gonna do anything but it just really troubles me that a lot of people die in hospitals and end up just a number. after my grandma who i lived with died ive kinda felt like one day that will be what happens to me and it makes me feel desperate
>>38859552
Take a stroll through Chicago's beautiful south side.
Smoke a fuckton of crack
being old maybe????
>>38859552
My hope is that I can use the placebo effect to my advantage and basically will myself to have a brain aneurysm
>>38860791
how can i do this? strain hard alot??