>read romance mangas
>watch romance animes
>remember that your family doesn't give a shit about
>remember that a girl has never wanted to spend time with you.
>>38858171
>watching rom-com and coming of age animes right now
I can't stop hurting myself
>>38858171
>You will never have a qt anime girl that have a crush on you.
>Will never be on a romantic dilemma (nisekoi style)
Why live
>>38858231
this, when twitch did the crunchyroll marathon i saw an episode of reLIFE since i wanted to see if i like anime and it honestly just tore my heart out to see the purity and amazingness of everything that i missed in youthful love/friendship in high school and will never get to experience played out in front of me in such a perfect way.
>>38858487
>your life will never live out like a romantic anime
make it stop
>highschool kids do more things in 5 chapters than you've done in 5 years.
>>38858171
>life
The shittiest anime you can't stop watching you can't even rewind the good parts.
>>38858695
>people complain that nothing happens in the show
>>38858171
>remember that your family doesn't give a shit about
>remember that a girl has never wanted to spend time with you.
Whoa, that hit a bit too close to home anon
saw a legitimately obese guy with a fit hot girlfriend the other day, they were smiling and embracing each other...
life and relationships will never make sense to me
>>38858171
>want to watch romance anime that used to give me warm fuzzy feels
>gives emptiness and self hatred instead
>>38858171
No offense but the first two points may impair your success with the third. Anime is degenerate
>>38858752
And it's some shitty Western 3D thing to boot.
>>38858171
>ywn grow up in a happy caring family in a 2d world
A man can dream
>>38860022
I saw one like that too. It was a fat ugly mexican looking dude with a qt Asian girl with glasses. Holy fuck it made my blood boil.
Why does he deserve happiness and I don't?
Sometimes I feel like I'm actually in hell.
I lived my past life in gluttony and luxury, using people for my sake only.
This new life is hell i'm in, doomed to be alone till I die again and experience suffering so that perhaps I can pay for my mistakes and so that God can give me another chance
>>38861249
it's because he took the time to actually talk to someone
>>38861009
>yotsuba is degenerate
>>38861304
*buuuurp* God doesn't exist Morty.
I can step you one up OP. I had suck a lonely high shool life I went to the effort of being hired by a Japanese school just so I can mask the fact my past was shit.
>>38861535
that sounds fun, how is that worse than OP?
>tfw you watch romance shows where the boy admits his feelings to the girl and it turns out she felt the same way all along
>tfw you sit around desperately wishing someone loved you all along too
>>38861583
>tfw I knew girls liked me but was too much of a sperglord to even look them in the eye
FUCKING KILL ME
>>38861639
good. die for not deserving what you got. i am miserable and i am in hell.
>>38861571
I'm living to mask my past.
>>38861676
are you a genki sensei thats saves troubled youth from taking the path you walked?
>>38861648
just kidding, that was really mean, I genuinely want you to feel happy. I want someone to love you too. I wish there was someone for all of us. I'm just mad because there isn't.
>>38861705
Nope, I lay the truth pretty hard, sometimes sarcastically.
>tfw you had a class full of sporty Japanese chads goofing about so you had a go at them saying they'll never join a US team(fair few were big on grid iron and baseaball) if they can't speak the "fucking language"
>One of the students told their parent
>Parent complained to school
>Almost got fired
>>38858171
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. LALALALA I CAN'T HEAR YOU OP. MY LIFE WILL INTO THOSE JAPANESE ANIMES ONE OF THESE DAYS YOU'LL SEE. YOU'LL ALLLL SEEEE
>>38861745
there's someone out there for all of us, most of us (including me) aren't willing to go searching.
>>38861639
One girl told me directly to my face she liked me and I sperged out. My only chance at teen love, ruined.
>>38858171
>yfw you don't any of this shit
>but your gf of 10 years has been into it since you have know her
in irony it was her orbiter that got her into the shit back in HS. I always wonder what happen to you Mark.
>be lonely as fuck, haven't been intimate with another person in 7 years
>watched Kuzu no Honkai, show about a guy and a girl hooking up because they both have unrequited crushes on different people and they can't handle the loneliness
>fucks me up
>now i'm watching Koi to Uso
>show about the government assigning mandatory marriage partners to everyone and free love isn't allowed
Why do I keep doing this to myself?
>>38861982
I feel you, I turn down my biggest crush. I stop socializing completely after that due to how much I hated myself.
>that was almost a decade ago
>>38862017
Nobody cares you fucking normie. Get cancer.
>>38862043
because you would rather feel pain than nothing at all
>tfw rewatch FLCL upon finding out that a second season was being made
>relapsed back into severe depression
>>38862043
>in 7 years
well lucky you
>>38862141
Sure. You say that like the cancer would just undo the life I have had. I could die 20 years before you and still have a fuller life than you could ever live six times over.
Go Oreigairu style and be lonely and be contempt with it.
>>38858695
>highschool kids do more things in 5 chapters than you've done in 5 years.
I HURT MYSELF TODAY
>read romance VN
>fall in love
>cry because you'll never have someone like her
>>38861800
>Japs
>playing gridiron with black guys and Polynesians in the American League that are built like gorillas
That's suicide I'm sure
>>38862424
what VN?
origigga
>>38862830
Katawa shoujo
tfw no blind gf
>>38862844
Lilly is without a doubt the best waifu
>5'5
>no gf
>watching Lovely Complex
>Risa, a kind but funny girl who is 5'8 (apparently this is really tall for Japanese people) starts falling in love with her friend Otani who is 5'1
>the guy is a dick and rejects her multiple times
>she still chases after him through all the shit he puts her through
>hijinks ensue
>eventually he gets the girl
>didn't even mention his tall qt next door neighbor who was trying to make him taller and wanted to date him
Realizing that I'd never have a genuinely kind, loving, tall redhead gf who loved my despite my shortcomings just absolutely crushed my soul.
>>38863032
when will manlets learn?tfw i'm also manlet
>>38860959
I can relate to that feel.
My "to watch" list is getting awfully long.
I can't even rewatch Welcome to the NHK because even that has a romantic aspect.
>>38863171
>watchlist now has over 20 series
>almost all of them are Romantic Comedies
>I'm scared watching them due to being hurt
>ywn pilot a mobile suit
>>38858171
>tfw decided to watch Tsuredure Children
>these kids enjoying their teen years
>their excitement for the unknown
It hurts, why do I keep watching?