>don't play video games anymore because even my favorites feel like a chore and aren't fun
>don't watch shows or anime anymore because turning on my computer means I'd have to get out of bed
>don't masturbate anymore, even in the few times I'm aroused, because I just don't feel the pleasure in it anymore
>haven't left the house in a year
>haven't spoken to anyone besides parents in a year
>skinny as fuck for not eating much
>only leave bed to eat and go to the bathroom
>spend every day shitposting on phone or sleeping for 14+ hours
>only take a shower once per week
>don't even think about killing or harming myself anymore, no more sadness, only boredom remains
Is this the final stage
cmon guys this is an actual robot posting for once
>>38829367
Very similar here
Id start a conversation but ive got no real interests anymore
>>38829367
It is only the beginning.
Soon you'll have a vision that will give you a sense of destiny that will be the turning point of your life.
Once you realize you're part of a grand scheme of things you'll have your sense of purpose restored.
>>38829367
Welcome to having brainfog + apathy/anhedonia
Hell awaits you
>>38829943
>>38829367
What anon said.
Galvanize your life around a retarded plan!
My personal one is to build a one stage rocket someday.
Material tech's advancing fast
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8OhJKR3AA4
Lightweight (104% density of air) inflamamble heat resistant and strong material
With this and a few tools I could make a rocket in my backyard so to speak.
This is the true form of a robot. But I wouldn't call it a final stage, you can stay like this for a while, even if your are not supposed to.
post yfw you realise this is your future
>>38829367
I'm pretty much the same situation. I have found myself becoming a lot more jaded, impatient and temperamental over the past year of being stuck in my room, often taking out my frustration by shitposting and ranting on /pol/ and here.
And the worse of it is this would all be 100% unnecessary if the bloody NHS would just do their job and heal me. It's like I'm bloody cursed, every time I try to improve myself, I get fucked over. I finally get a job and earn money only to start developing spinal problems. Why even bother.
>an actual robot posts
>9 replies
>FEMANON HERE XDDD
>200+ replies
I-Is this the final stage?..
After a few years you will find another hobby
>>38829367
Im doing the same exact thing word for word, except for getting bored of games and anime.
I play/watch everyday, but maybe its because im still young that i havent gotten bored of it yet.
How do you move up from here?
>>38831597
Is it a surprise that robots who lack any form of attention from the opposite gender would latch on to a fembot thread rather than a thread of people like themselves?
>>38831597
No, my friend. This is the first day of the future of /r9k/.
I'm the same, I was depressed for a while when I was 14-15 and over the years just got more and more grey.
I don't really feel any sadness or anything but I don't laugh or get much excitement/happiness out of anything, part of me thought it was all just attributable to getting older (less hormonal and mood swings, more mature) but even then all normies my age have much more heightened happiness/sadness and mood swings.
I'm fairly relaxed, just don't really feel like doing anything than sleeping when I'm not at my 9-5, more than anything I just want to feel again.
Don't really have that much more to add other than that, shit's fucked - probably explains the lack of posts ITT.
>>38829963
I want out anon. How do I get rid of these?