>tfw I feel less depressed than usual today Wow, so much

I usually don't feel that depressed even though I have every reason to.

Give it a couple hours and the chemicals in your brain will fuck you up again

>>38820424
im happy for you. please enjoy it, fren.

>>38820424
My Uncle had my grandmother put in hospice because he wants her to die ever since he got power of attorney over her.

>>38820424
How do you do it? I either feel like a zoloft zombie or a miserable faggot.

>>38820424
You know it's going to hit you twice as hard when it comes back.

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>depressed since 12
>now 27
>started not to give a fuck about how normies felt or thought about me
>started losing weight and getting serious on my diet
>tfw lost a lot of weight
>have been lifting since 2010
>tfw I can see my gainz
>feel good about myself now
>my fat brother and mother are trying to get me to eat shit out of jealousy
>"it's ok to have a piece of fried chicken or this kg of Chinese food"
>willpower too strong and refuse despite it being on the table and ice cream in the freezer at all times
>they're getting mad at me
>my cousins are saying "is he on crack"
>they used to make fun of me for being fat,not anymore
>fat dude at the gym giving me dirty looks,he used to say "hi"
>getting complements now
>tfw the depression is almost gone but it tries to creep back but I'm so powerful in my mind now that i push it away
>it lingers but i keep pushing it away
>on my computer less
>feeling good

>>38820424
Use your energy OP! Today is the day you start that project, or go for a run or a bike ride. You can do it!

>>38820424
Good for you. I hope the feeling lasts or that you can remember the feeling should you have anether bad day.

Have a nice day

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>>38820424

>then 2 hours pass and the bad thoughts return

You can't run from what's inside.

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>>38820424
>tfw have another random night of insomnia
>racing thoughts
>tossing and turning
>been up 26 hours so far
>have to wagecuck in 2 hours

All it takes is one. little. thing.

anyone else feeling out of the sudden for a little moment happy? i dont know what it is sometimes just for a moment i get this happy feeling

>tfw so used to being low energy over the years that when I rarely do get high energy and feel great I consciously try to end those feelings because I'm so used to being low energy and worthless

Please help me, God.

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>>38820716
This actually seems like great advice. Capitalizing on an up day to start a good habit!