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What do you do? I can't look ahead into the future anymore, I can't dream.
I used to love imagining my ideal self emerging, especially physically. I did my best to achieve it, got mediocre results, & now I'm 30. I'm done. At best I'll maintain what I have. But the reality is that I'm only gonna get uglier, slower, weaker, thinner hair etc etc from this point on.
Everything that I've fantasied about for decades is now behind me & I'm a middle aged nobody like everyone else.
I try to adult, I try to be a good person, give back to society, build some sort of esteem & purpose that isn't just narcissistic mental masturbation but it never compares.
in short if u cant be goku y live? srs
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Might as well try some drugs, they can be pretty fun
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>>38816533
i'm using codeine from the chemist right now
i don't have any friends to get real drugs from
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>>38816226
It seems that your problem is that you were focused on only your physical perfection; something that will decay no matter what you do; you can only slow the process not stop it.
Have you considered making art? Write stories, take photos, create ideas. Make thing that won't age as quickly, and can spread across the world.
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>>38817131
It's hard to know what to create when you're so self obsessed.
I thought about learning the piano, but it's really just another expression of vanity. I can't work with my hands for shit, so I can't see myself creating anything beautiful. Photography-- possibly. Cheers for trying.
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>>38816694
try onion
i got weed, lsd and xanax from there, quite cheap and good quality
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>>38816226
I'm in a similar spot. I split my time between gym, vidya, and gf. I got a comfy job that let's me buy toys. I figure in 2 years we'll start having kids. Stressful, but it's a challenge I'm interested in facing. If only to be a better father than I had.
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