/r9k/ when's the last time you cried? I am right now had

My grammar is fucked I apologize guys.

m8 it's okay just stop thinking about anything for a sec, lay in your bed and have a nice good sleep. Then after you sleep just go outside and start a conversation with someone. Also flush those pills down the drain.

>>38793992
Listen to this anon. Take a rest and clear your head, OP. You'll pull through, but remember that substances aren't the answer.

And don't worry about the rent just talk to your landlord about your situation and he will most likely understand you and leave it for another day. Just take things easy bro. Talk to other people at work and make friends.

>>38794017
This anon is right no matter what things always pull through. That's why I hate doctors because they give out drugs like fucking candy and it destroys promising anons like OP

>>38793992
Yeah your right I'm so tired of being miserable and doing nothing.

The thing is the reason I had to pay for those tickets is because I guess I wasn't watching them close enough. Stupid fucking gook if I see the cunt I will strangle him to death. Not trying to be an edge lord I just feel fucking sick and deranged.

>>38793900
Maybe stop wasting all ur wagiebux on drugs

>>38794045
Yeah next time stand up for yourself anon those gooks will have it coming. No matter what you will always be in the right so do whatever is necessary for your job

>>38793900
Dude, stop doing drugs. They are fucking your life and your finances up. You need to get financial breathing room and they aren't helping.

>>38794125
I seriously only accomplish anything when I'm fucked up. I'm a functioning junkie but when I'm sober I just feel deflated. I just want to sleep all day and self loath and hate myself.

a couple hours ago because getting a job is the most retarded activity in america

>unemployed for 5 months
>spent the last 3 busting my ass trying to get a job
>get 4 leads on jobs 3 weeks ago, all through friends and famliy, nothing to do with skills
>one of them turns into a job offer because friend who works there is moving to colorado
>take offer, end other job leads
>friend's boss tells me today that HR put an informal freeze on hiring and that he's gonna be on vacation for 2 weeks so i still don't have a job for at least 3 weeks
>no money left, can't wait that time for the possibility of not even being hired

WHY CANT I GET A FUCKING JOB FUCK THE ECONOMY FUCK HUMAN RESOURCES FUCK RETARDED BRAINDEAD EMPLOYERS

>>38794125
Also I stole the pills from my mother. I hate myself for it but I just can't control myself. I'm the definition of a shitty human

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>>38793900
How is it legal to bill the waiter for dine-and-dash?

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>>38794162
>I seriously only accomplish anything when I'm fucked up

classic junkie thought process
being fucked up only hampers your ability to get things done, but you choose to continue using because you don't want to deal with withdrawal

if your life is so fucked up, it's clear that you aren't a functioning person
the only thing you can do from here is either do what's really necessary to improve your life or just kill yourself and get it over with

>>38794198
blaming yourself won't do you any good
get help, anon

>>38794206
I work at a casino. Goldberg sheklestien is very seriously about his money

>>38794206
It isn't but he probably fucked up before and needs the job more than he needs those lost wages.

>>38794216
Can't say it any better

I know crying is a human thing but I haven't been able to do this because I feel completely detached

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>>38793900
It's everday bro
t.Infp

>>38794206
Because it's America.

This does not happen in Europe where we have laws to defend workers. But America is traumatised from the Cold War still so... "wah wah communism bad" and everyone is treated shit because money is king

OP, please consider taking this quiz to determine what supplements your diet may need. I really recommend doing more research when it comes to addiction recovery through diet, especially with regard to amino acid therapy.

http://www.antianxietyfoodsolution.com/wp/wp-content/uploads/2014/11/Anxiety-mood-emotional-eating-sugar-cravings-mood-quiz-by-Trudy-ScottV2.pdf

>>38794192
5 months? I'm looking for a job for 3 years now

>>38794192
Just goes to show, never stop the job process until you've signed a fucking contract. Seriously, this is one of the first things they tell you at uni career centers.