10 Years, 11 months, here. Throwing away the jackpot isn't

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>>38786463
>everything is fine
>got promoted
>accepted to the university I wanted
>on good terms with everyone around me
>still cannot enjoy anything and feel shit will hit the fan the next minute

What is this meme

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About a year ago for me.
I went on a really long walk with my sister to look for pokemon on Pokemon Go. It was the last "good day" I can remember.
It was only a one time thing though, I've been depressed for about 4 years.

>>38786463
im 19, but ive been depressed for about 7 years. I don't remember the last time i was happy because i dont give a flying fuck

The last time I was truly happy was yesterday, when I got drunk for the first time in months.
Drinking seems to be the only thing that makes me happy or remotely social