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>haven't ever had a gf
>only kissed 2 girls, only one of those girls I ever kissed twice, both of them now hate me.
>last time I talked to another human it was just for groceries.
>the last statement also applies to the amount of times I've left my apartment, only for groceries.
>I haven't had a friend, nor talked to another human being apart from cashiers once weekly (2-3 minute conversations weekly), not even my parents, in an entire year, literally since last august.
It is illegal for me to commit suicide and the last time I tried I got put in a mental hospital.
Not taking antidepressants etc,etc,etc for obvious reasons, if you tell me to do X there's a good chance I have likely done/thought about it before.
I am looking for actual, realistic solutions so I don't become an hero.
They can/don't need to be about legit surefire ways to an hero.
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>>38781394
Might I ask if you're a neet?
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>>38781394
do you masturbate, anon?
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If you're looking to become an hero most people on here just recommend finding a cliff, I dont want to be repetitive but statistically the success rates are much better than the normal methods.
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>>38781394
>Not taking antidepressants etc,etc,etc for obvious reasons
What reasons?
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>ever considering suicide
Don't be so weak. I'm 21, since I was 13 the only times I've been outside or talked to people in person were for alcohol, doctors appointments or just late night walks. I've never even kissed a girl and I would never consider suicide.
If you have the means to continue living comfortably, there's no reason to change, just do what you enjoy: play vidya, watch anime, everything else be damned.
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>>38781693
I start back universtiy in September, doing game design, which I don't want to do.
>>38781741
I'd prefer if I didn't have balls, they're always cold and I hate having cold balls, also I need to shower afterwards, it is debilitating and annoying more than anything.
>>38781764
I'd need to literally have money to travel to a cliff in order to jump off but i guess that is pretty surefire. I've heard a fall of 12 stories is still survivable though.
>>38781824
you are 8 if you need to ask this or have never been on/dealt with the negative effects of medication.
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>>38781394
I would just be an hero if I were you, just don't mess it up so normies can scold you when you wake up.
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>>38781940
It's more than a scold, it's mental hospital if I fail, likely for years.
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>>38781394
>I got put in a mental hospital
How long did it last? Did they fuck your mind there?
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>>38782031
my mind was already fucked, but that certainly fucked it more.
blue light over me while i slept.
constant supervision
literally a prison made to look "not like a prison"
hospital bed.
no running water couldn't even shower
everyone smelled like shit
everyone was legitimately crazy
drugged so I would "relax"
It was living hell, I can't imagine a worse fate.
Worse thing I saw was some skeletal dude with like fingernails that were like 12 inches long and had clearly not showered in a few months.
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>>38781979
Do people follow you and check up on you? If they don't there are many ways to permanently end your pain without giving the normies a chance to "help" you.
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>>38782172
well I currently live alone and nobody would be able to check me, but I still don't want to overdose on something like paracetamol because there's a good chance "I" would pussy out and phone an ambulance.
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>>38782507
You just gotta be creative. Example:
>Purchase enough alcohol to blackout
>Get a rope
>Go to an isolated area with a strong tree
>Climb onto a strong branch
>Tie a noose around your neck supported by the branch
>Drink until you're wasted
>When you blackout, you will fall off causing yourself to suffocate while being unconscious from the alcohol
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