Anybody here /livingalie? People think I'm a hard worker quiet guy when I deal on the side. I also haven't told my parents, siblings or other relatives my address cause of what might happen
>>38770995
Who says a drug dealer can't be a nice, hard-working guy? Drugs are a business. You're not some shady badass just because you buy and sell drugs
>>38771019
It's weed to middle schoolers. It's pretty easy too cause I look young so I blend in.
>>38770995
how to get into dealing?
>>38771043
Ah well then you're literally destroying the brains of preteens. Good job. You're not a shady badass. You're a fuckhead
>>38771045
Get a Oz
Divide it to grams
Sell for reg price
Flip and buy another ounze
Yeah.
People think I'm Careerist, popular, etc. They think I'll have 2.5 kids, a wife, house, etc. They think I love my job, and will go upper management as some braniac 20s guy.
In truth, a life of being KV (I've obviously never told anyone that) has made me averse to even imagining a relationship, and I'd be a shit father, so no kids. Won't subject them to that.
I also hate my job. It's soulless. I hate my field (finance) and hate the idea of a soulless career in something I detest. I just want to write novels, a hobby (that no one outside of readers who know me as an anonymous username) know I even have partaken in for the past 12 years.
Fuck it. Nobody outside of anonymous people know who I am, because everyone I know would hate and despise the real me. I like to say I don't care, but I really do. I'm still emotional at heart, and it hurts to live like this.
>>38771061
Like half of middle schoolers are teenagers dumbass
>>38771061
>Ah well then you're literally destroying the brains of preteens.
>13-15
>thirTEEN-fifTEEN
........
Also you've never been to a rich area before
>>38771019
this.
OP u gay
>>38771093
I am too anxious to even try to get into university. I got my ged the first month of my senior year of high school because I am socially retarded. My biggest dream is to have a degree and c areer. I hope that you can find some joy in knowing that you are in a position that I want
>>38770995
low level drug dealers are universally shitheads that present as the coolest kids on the block
>>38770995
you're feeding the dragon it's no joke man
sort yourself out
>>38770995
I've been lying to my best friend about being in college the past few years. I'll have to tell him though because if I hypothetically kill myself it'd be better if he knew why rather than wondering.
>>38771169
There's a yoko taro quote about how people find meaning in things other people find meaningless. I can't find it now though, but it's not exactly oregano
My family and friends think I'm a nice, shy Asian girl and I am a nice and shy person for the most part, but I'm also a drug addict and kind of crazy.
I dropped the pretense and it wasn't as bad as it might have been but it's exactly as bad as you think.
People play the games for a reason.
>>38772067
What drugs? What do you do that's crazy?
>>38772067
Is she a robot? Is she made of spiders?