Does anyone else feel like they're just not going to live

>>38768802
I can't see HOW people live past, day, 25. I'm turning 21 and it all seems so empty, yet tiring at the same time. Working makes me more suicidal than I already am and money has lost most of its value to me. I don't have any long term goals, other than maybe buying land in the woods to die on. I don't have it in me to see that through though

>>38768802
I have a feeling I will either die young in my early 30s or live well into my 90s.

>>38768845
That "day" was supposed to be "say"

>>38768845

I also would like to die in the woods. I could easily see myself living out the rest of my natural life, but the thought terrifies me because I know nothing would change and I would basically just be spending ~60 more years sad and alone. If I remain as complacent and afraid to change my circumstances as I am now that will be the fate I end up condemning myself to. I need to either get a gf or shoot myself, but deep down I know I'm too much of a coward to do either.

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I was hoping i would die in the military but i did not make it past basic training.

>>38768802
im probably gonna grow older

which is sad cause i dont live a happy life